Blessings to all of you. todays topic is about clearing out the negativity, the heaviness and the odd darkness in your home and space.
This year has been the worst for me and my family but mainly me since I am the main bread winner of the family.
If you read my post on 10/8 about the god/goddess will not be denied. Well I have to tell you the whole story.
The beginning of the year I was doing my petitions and meditations and worshiping. Very consistently. then one of my dogs became ill. I did not have the money. So I took out a credit care card to help pay for emergency surgery. After that my freezer broke. So I purchased a new one. More money out.
Then my oldest came to stay for a while and became ill and we ended up in the emergency room. He missed his dialysis appointment and became toxic. After that my daughter was seeing a therapist that said they took our insurance and turns out that they do not. So now I owe over three thousand dollars. At this time my worshiping and meditation had fell to the wayside.
Late summer my stove stopped working. I just finished paying for my dog and the freezer. Now my stove. New card because I can not afford paying it right out. Then we receive a call my son was found unconscious in his friends home in Florida.
This time there was no coming back and we lost him. I had to come up with the money for us to go to the funeral(which I will tell you about in another blog). We come home and now My middle son is getting married. WHERE IS THE MONEY???
I end up getting a loan for the flight. My oldest daughter paid for our hotel room. My youngest son will stay home and take care of the dogs.
I sat down and looked at my home. Out the corner of my eye I keep seeing a shadow walking past my bedroom door. My home is not fully at peace.
What has to be done?
I am in the process of getting rid of everything that has no reason to be in my home.
We are going to do a deep cleaning
I will sage the apartment from room to room
I will burn a white candle then blue at the entrance of my home
outside of my door I will spray a mixture that I created and let you know about in another blog to prevent negative vibration and dark entities from entering.
I will be creating a cleansing spray for everyone as well
It sounds like a lot but it is not if I want the new year to blessed and protected from negative forces.
Blessing to you all and I apologies of taking time off. But honestly life and death happened. With saying that short statement I decided I will not go into detail on it.
Today’s post is about how the god/goddess will not be denied or ignored. I have been going through so much denial in my life. Not about my calling to the goddess but about my ignorance of the true power that she holds.
I had held back from doing any tarot readings. I had stopped doing candle spells and petitions. Not only have I done this I had taken off jewelry that symbolizes what I am.
So do I feel shame? Yes. Have I gotten spanked by the goddess? Yes.
I applied for a position and at first I felt excitement. But as time drew closer I had a feeling that I would not get this position. My dreams even signaled the losses. Did I want to believe it? No!
I consulted the spirits with the pendulum and it said no I will not get the position. I consulted the cards and several times it screamed at me “No you will not get the position.”
I told the goddess if I do not get the position I will get my self back on track. Not only with my magics but in life in general. I have become lazy, sloppy in my appearance and neglect my gift of writing and put it on the back burner.
Well enough is enough and she is tired of my behavior and honestly I am tired of it as well.
You will hear more from me. This I do swear. Wishing you all sweet blessings and strength to continue to be the true you showing the light that you have been given.
Today’s reading has to do with healing. there is someone out there that had been deeply hurt. But the universe is helping shift that hurt. It is not a fast shift, but it is coming. Spend time with something or someone that brings you joy and elevate your vibrations.
This reading is based on mutual attraction. All the cards are laid on the table. No one is hiding what they want or desire. This is definatly for a couple or couples that are not restrained by societies norms. Attention to one’s own pleasure and to the others pleasure as well. You may say this is for lovers. Not necessarily. You do not have to be in love to want someone intensely.
Suggested position Romp with a view. Theme watch. Keep your eyes open and enjoy the other persons reaction to your body. The mind will stimulate you more causing a more intense vibe.
Blessing to you all I want to keep you all in the loop since I have been trying to get myself together. Mentally and spiritually believe it or not I do feel like I get doused with a hug bucket of self doubt. Meditation and asking for spiritual help pulls me through it.
Here is what I have been up to. I am in the process of creating my Vimeo and You tube page so you can see my reading live. You will receive the energy readings. I will also be giving reading that will only happen on Friday and Saturday nights. Normally This is where I say it’s for all you couples out there. But It’s not only for couples it’s for the “one nighter’s” ” The heat of the moment.”
I will announce the start date of when I go live. I will do a pull for you viewing soon. It’s an adult reading with suggestions. “Wink”
So here is some brew for you today. So have a seat and kick back. I have been working at a position for over a year now and when I first started I was so excited about it. I was getting a promotion I thought in my mind.
Here is how, what was said and how my hopes had created a reality that was not real.
I read the position listing as an administrative position. Come to find out it was a lateral move. Not up from where I was at which is administrative or down. Which is fired. Just lateral. After working it for two weeks and I was really into it. I questioned my title. they said did you not realize your still the same title?
My heart did hurt but I sucked it up and thought I am going to be the best at it. Slowly but surly my coworker started to get a little disgruntled and I started taking it upon my self to cheer her up.
Little did I know she felt I talked to much. Instead of telling she let the comment slip during a candidate hire interview. I thought what am I doing. The next day I said but five words to her. She asked if I was sick.
I thought, yes. I don’t belong here. I am not your mother to make you happy and keep you from complaining all day. So I focused on what it is I truly wanted. So I am going to have my you tube page and Instagram page on things I post here. Creating oils, soaps, reading cards, reading candles. Sigils, etc. I also have other things going for me that I can not reveal as yet.
On the following Monday I had a focus and new out look on my life. I will take you on my journey. I can not show my face yet but that too will change in time. When Thursday came around I need to protect myself from negative energy. So I cast a protection spell around my cubicle.
The next day out of no where my coworker felt agitated and mad. My other one who sat next to me was feeling a bit out of sorts. I felt happy. No I am not siphoning happiness. I think her ill feelings latched on to the other person and not me. Oh well.
That is it for me today. Wishing you all sweet blessing and star if you like the content.