Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings I feel the need to talk about high power days and low power days.
Is there such a thing or do we just assume we are having a bad day?
Well I am here to tell you it is true. I have a major problem with WEDNESDAY’S!
I discovered a while back that I can not focus, no desire to get out of bed or even want to speak to anyone. The drama on that day is at an all time high for me. Why you ask? Because it is truly my low power day. I feel it the moment I open my eyes till I go to bed that night.
I went through a rough night recently. Everything horrible I can think of about myself I thought of. To the point of realizing the I felt alone in life.
Now if you have been keeping up with me you know I have my twin flame for years so why would I go through that? My soul, spirit needed to purge old feeling and hurt that I never fully healed from. That’s when I gave an opening for negativity to creep in because my inner power was on a 15 instead of a 90. Rarely do I feel invincible.
That brings me to my high power day/days. My best day is Friday. Not because it is the end of the week. I generally wake up and feel as if I can float through the day. I have no need for coffee and I tend to vibrate with happiness that shows in my eyes.
Is that the day I conjure? I do on occasion. But what I find best is to try to work my empathic ability and reach out to see how others are feeling and try to change it. (disclaimer I do not physically touch them due to the leeching of energy that occurs) I push my aura out to see if I can change their mood.
The other days of the week is a fluctuation but if you find that you are at your lowest on a certain day my advise is to separate from others a bit. Unintentionally you will latch on and you tend to bring them down. Stretch your muscles and relax.
What do you do on your High power days and low power days. I would love to hear it. Until next we meet.
Blessings to you all the light and the dark. I have come across a topic that is greatly disturbing to me. I was watching you tube and this woman said she gave up doing tarot and crystals because of fear that she may or may not have been cursed. Things started to happen around her.
Did you not think that you were touching and communicating with the spirit realm? It may not have not be a spirit board but it is still communicating. I have ran away from this life when I was young. But I was being pulled in every turn I made. Spirit would make curtains fly when all windows are closed. Touch my feet when I take a nap. Cold shiver on a hot day. Pressure on my third I when I am really focused.
What I am getting at in the end you can not run away if it is truly meant for you. If you are able to leave it and nothing happens were you really part of this world in the first place. Was there a doubt that you did not belong? There are times I am afraid but I will not turn my back on something that I am inheritantly gifted.
Please before you start your journey be sure of what you are getting into? Maybe it is not something that is meant for you when you are young to handle. Maybe you should wait until age and experience guides you back to the life.
This is a vent that I needed to get off my chest as I burn my spiritual incenses and right before I write in my manifestation journal.
Blessing to you all. I wanted to talk about power and sources of power. In our metaphysics society we call on power to assist in numerous things.
Those of us who are sensitives and intuitive realize the power that is emanating all around us. Over my years I realize I have power days and numbers that rejuvenate me to the point I can not sleep. It feels as if something must be done today.
On these days I use them for manifesting and spell work. The power is almost like a shot of energy that is accumulated and wants to be disburse into the world.
Let me bring to the attention of the power around you and you may not realize due to the amount of electronics around.
At night when all is still and quiet. You sit still and you feel as if your vibrating or slightly moving. It is not vertigo. You spirit or aura is being attune to the environment. At times its as if it is being drawn outward. Trying to reach the power source .
You eyes dart to the door or the phone before the knock or ring. You know who it is not expecting anyone. That is an inherent power that is giving you a heads up on what to expect.
If you are not sure if you are in a power day for you, you can do a candle check.
Get a candle any size, light it and in a room where there is no draft place your hand above it. The flame will rise. Slowly move it to the side and the flame will follow. No some of you will read this and say it a spirit or something causing the flame to do it. Well you are right. It is your spirit and your power that is causing it to move.
In another blog we will get into what specifically you can do to assist you on your power day before manifesting and spell work.
Today I want to touch on situations that are set in our paths. Today as I was walking my dog another dog charged at it. I was so worried a fight would break out but I got it under control quickly.
The owner was across the street say Bad, bad dog. Yet she was not even trying to come near me to get the dog. That set the day rolling.
I got a bad message for one of my bosses that I did not handle a situation correctly. It took mover 45 minutes to explain and work it out. At the same time I found out that my coworkers and I were not working the same. So there was no consistency and I was the one who got chewed out because I did not do it the way so and so did.
The day just kept getting more and more intense. It made me realize that the job I am at is not my desire. I will continue until I get to where I need to be for my soul to be happy.
I did my own reading and it reiterated that I have stayed as long as I was supposed to and it is time to move on.
The spirit was like that dog charging and I was like my dog moving with the flow with my tail down almost defeated. Yet she did turn to fight back and that what I have to do. Turn and fight back.
Is there ways that spirit try’s to show you what you need to do? I would love to hear it. Blessings to you my shadow and light spirits.
Blessing to you all. Today color is Magenta and It tells us to connect to our deepest knowing. We are all spiritual beings and at time we get that nudge of insight. That is unshakable. We know who is for us and who is against us. It is at this time we should connect even deeper to it. Blessing to you light and shadow spirits.
Bless to you my light and shadow spirits. three of sticks fell out of the deck. someone needs to take a journey. Your mind and spirit is pushing for it to happen. When you feel the breeze on your face it is like freedom from daily binds of work.
The color of the day is Lilac. Time to pay heed to spirit communication. For example 4 doves crossed my path at different times of the day. What was spirit communicating with me? Would love to hear your view on this.