With all the up roar that is going on, I know that all my empathic sister’s and brother’s are going through it.
Just hearing about a child dying and it took two hours before the child died from the wound. Made me well up in tears. I wish no one had to die but that is ridiculous to say. We would be over populated.
There are a couple of things I want to talk about. First noticing how there is a shift in the metaphysical atmosphere. What do I mean?
For example, last year I was very on the fence on keeping my witchy favorite people I watch on You Tube on my page. Only because I have not come out to the world. Yet I could not help to be drawn to the community. So I deleted them off my page.
I set up a whole new page and I went to search them out and they had deleted their page. Right around the same time I deleted mine. Coincidence? No, I don’t believe so. I feel that we become in tune to universal vibrations that we are doing things subconsciously because someone else is doing the same exact things. In other words you become in line with them and do not realize it.
Of course my mouth fell open. Now I set up a enchantress coco page and I want to see people I used follow. They will be back on soon. Coincidence? Not. I’ve also found new people and I just thought to my self,” Where were they a few years ago, and why didn’t I find them before?”
The second thing is being asked questions while your half awake and half asleep. I get talked to a lot when I am in this in between state. Last night I was asked what kind of witch are you?
I said white witch. I believe in crystal healing, white light healing. But I am learning more about the craft every day. Then I woke up.
I want to clear something up. For me saying I am a witch in my dreams is monumental. I get dreams that are definitely messages. But I never was asked that question before and I never declared it. Ever since I announced that I am following the Goddess Brigit allot has been opening up for me.
I know I will be able to fully come out soon. Not that I have too. Witches stayed in hiding for centuries. Only other witches notice and feel who you were. I will see where I am being lead to. What journey is in store for me.
I normally do not write until Tuesday, but this situation keeps popping up in my life. I hate acting against what I feel. I have to pretend I am okay with a person even though I am not okay with that person.
This kind of internalizing causes ulcer’s and yet I can not say what I want to say. Not only ulcer’s but it puts dark spots on your aura. Why because it is towards one of the bosses I work with. Here is the crazy bit. I respect how intelligent she is. She catches things other doctor’s would not even think about.
Yet she is so unpredictable when it comes to her moods that I want to strangle her. At times she makes me feel as if I am not doing my job. I have been working at this facility for over ten year’s. I know the in’s and out’s. I do come across, know it all’s, but who doesn’t.
Everyone has things they can learn. I just don’t like acting happy to see you, when I feel totally opposite.
I asked the goddess please let this pass and it has. I have to surround myself with my positivity to continue working here. My tarot cards told me to keep my eye’s open and I see and hear allot.
Which brings me to the fact that I must focus on my own priorities. Why be given gifts and not use them.
This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.
Blessings to you all on this first day of Yule :11:01am
I have started my traditional 21 day candle burning for the holiday. The first color is blue. It is of trust and loyalty. It is a very soothing color to meditate on. Blue initiates a higher level of spiritual perspective.
On this 21 day of Yule symbolism is very important to represent the path. I am burning the blue three day candle, also Juniper incense is a great additive. You want to shed all the stress you can as you meditate to the god/goddess at this time.
Also this is the time of the year to do petition for positivity and blessings.
(This will be extend as the day goes on. I will give more information on what I am doing for the holiday and what is happening as I celebrate this time of the year)
Procrastination in following the path that the Goddess/God has set before you causes so many other problems in your life.
I have been blessed to have created a business with natural hair products that I have not been paying a hundred and one percent too. Even though I am not pushing it like I am supposed too, it’s been selling.
Is it that I am afraid of success? No. Is t because I have not time? That’s part of it. The reason I have finally realized is that since I am a sensitive and I tend to take in other people emotions, it has hindered me immensely working where I do.
I wake up positive and hope my day stay’s that way but the minute I start getting in the area of the place where I work. It starts to deteriorates. You feel a wave of anger, foniness, disappointment, etc…
I go home and I feel so much better. Yes I need a new job but I don’t want a job I want a business that will sustain my whole family. Secondly my spiritually is growing and I am aware of more things than I have ever been before. I am actually on several occasions known things before it even happened.
By the new year I have to not compromise and let things be just because I don’t want a confrontation. I am being blessed and watched and I know I suffered certain things because I have not done what I am supposed to be doing in my life to deserve the blessing I receive.
There is a reason I felt enchantress is a name that suits me. The power in words is one gift that I have to start harnessing again. the closer the end of the year comes, I know it will be a year that is going to be eventful for all, especially those who are awakening.
I wish you all sweet blessings and I appreciated the following.
I wanted to talk about fear of accepting the gifts the god/goddess has bestowed on you. Isn’t it amazing when you ask for help, or cast a spell to get what you want and once it is here you totally have a brain fart about it.
You wanted it, everything in you needed this to happen and now you have it. What’s the next step?
I can only speak for myself about this because honestly I am still going through it. I always wanted my own business. The signs have been pushing me towards having my own business. I tend to sell things with out really working up a sweat to convince anyone to buy it. This is a blessing that I have been given.
Everyday I push through my fear that I will fail at this. I read my tarot’s and it always said’s this is my time and to be confident. So I lift my self up and do what I have to do.
My business is being runned at home and it is slowing getting clientel. Nothing that comes fast stay’s long. So I’m the turtle in this race that other’s are already out there selling.
I tend to feel like I am so late in the game, But as I said I keep pushing forward. I do fear my blessings at times but I figure I would not have been given this if it was not meant for me to do.
So I take advice from people with a grain of salt. Because if you have never done what I am doing, how would you really know what I am going through? What I do take seriously is the criticisms of my products. I will never make everybody happy but I will try to make the majority happy.
I can not tell you not to fear. That would be asinine of me to say that. What I will say is push through the fear, because you where the one who wanted this in the first place.
My topic for this blog is new deity, old deity, or no deity. I listened to a woman say that worshiping an old deity makes no sence. Since those deity’s were good for that time, yet she continued to say that we should have a deity. A modern day deity. A being who knows the plight and struggles we are going through. Or maybe we should not worship any deity at all because then we are not pigeon held into worshipping a particular deity.
I believe that deity changes with society and the situation that we are facing today. You may change a name but it still a being that helps us along the way to our life’s path.
We as people of magik need a deity, I feel. You may not believe in what I say but it does help us focus and elevate us from what the present situation is.
I try my best to commune with my deity every day. I do get messages and I try to catch them all. Sometimes spirit speaks to me when I am in the state in between sleep and being awake. It is always a deep voice I hear.
So what I am saying is that we all should have a deity whether it is new or old.