Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings to you all. Sorry that I have not been vigilant on this blog. I hope to change this around with interesting content.
I want to start this off by writing about an incident that just happened to me moments ago. I need to give you a little back story. For the last two years I have not been working from my office. I have been working at home. So I meditate, burn incense, write in my journal and I spray cologne. I felt at peace.
I applied for a new position and now I am back at the office in a different building. Now I have to tell you that I am surrounded by people who are into holistic medicine. Into reiki etc.. So I felt right at home. (there is a person there who is a mental energy vampire and does not even realize it).
I was asked to go to my old job to help out. I of course said yes. The negative vibe that hit me immediately was palatable. I sat there for years drenched in it and managed to survive. My guardians spirits are strong and very vigilant.
I walked into my old office and felt something crawl against my skin. I walked right out.
The moral of this story is if your spirits, gods, goddess have put you on a different path. Keep on it. There is a reason you should not go back. Honestly I have been trying my best to avoid the place but I need the extra income.
I hope you like this first of many stories of confirmation that the spirits are there to guide us. We need to listen.
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Blessings I feel the need to talk about high power days and low power days.
Is there such a thing or do we just assume we are having a bad day?
Well I am here to tell you it is true. I have a major problem with WEDNESDAY’S!
I discovered a while back that I can not focus, no desire to get out of bed or even want to speak to anyone. The drama on that day is at an all time high for me. Why you ask? Because it is truly my low power day. I feel it the moment I open my eyes till I go to bed that night.
I went through a rough night recently. Everything horrible I can think of about myself I thought of. To the point of realizing the I felt alone in life.
Now if you have been keeping up with me you know I have my twin flame for years so why would I go through that? My soul, spirit needed to purge old feeling and hurt that I never fully healed from. That’s when I gave an opening for negativity to creep in because my inner power was on a 15 instead of a 90. Rarely do I feel invincible.
That brings me to my high power day/days. My best day is Friday. Not because it is the end of the week. I generally wake up and feel as if I can float through the day. I have no need for coffee and I tend to vibrate with happiness that shows in my eyes.
Is that the day I conjure? I do on occasion. But what I find best is to try to work my empathic ability and reach out to see how others are feeling and try to change it. (disclaimer I do not physically touch them due to the leeching of energy that occurs) I push my aura out to see if I can change their mood.
The other days of the week is a fluctuation but if you find that you are at your lowest on a certain day my advise is to separate from others a bit. Unintentionally you will latch on and you tend to bring them down. Stretch your muscles and relax.
What do you do on your High power days and low power days. I would love to hear it. Until next we meet.
Blessing to you all . this reading is telling me that you need to sit still and listen. You have gotten over a difficult period but you are not taking stock on your self. Something may be a problem and you have pushed it aside for too long.
Like a frog who sits still long enough to find its path to move. you will find the right time to follow your path to take care of your physical and mental health.
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Blessings to you all. I have been gone a while and I did miss you. I am coming back with new topics.
I have decided to do light and shadow readings. I can not in full conscious write only light when darkness resides in all. It is what we do with the darkness and the light that is important. I will do my best to post both my light and shadow tarot frequently. If you do not see me posting here you can find me on Instagram doing mini tarot readings.
Now as for other topics I will delve into candles once more. Oils and herbs, Scripting for manifestation. I will also talk about certain magics that I hope will not get me censored on here. I am as you are a student in life. I have grown in knowledge and I will pass on what I have gained to you.
Now I want to through in this. What works for me may not work for you. You will have to tweak it or change it completely.
I am going to end this update here but it will not be the last. Its just another beginning. Until next we meet.
Blessings to all my light and shadow spirits. I will be drawing two sets of tarot. It will be my light and shadow.
This reading tell me that you must not believe every thing that you see. There is something that will be presented to you and you will want to do it for two reasons. One it is a challenge and you need the feel of the adrenaline for the challenge, The second is that the way it is offered to you it sounds incredible. The problem is you are not really seeing what is in the fine print.
They will take you a naïve and not capable of interpreting the double talk. Do not accept without thinking it over. Be your own knight and make them see you are not to be trifled with.
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Blessings to you all the light and the dark. I have come across a topic that is greatly disturbing to me. I was watching you tube and this woman said she gave up doing tarot and crystals because of fear that she may or may not have been cursed. Things started to happen around her.
Did you not think that you were touching and communicating with the spirit realm? It may not have not be a spirit board but it is still communicating. I have ran away from this life when I was young. But I was being pulled in every turn I made. Spirit would make curtains fly when all windows are closed. Touch my feet when I take a nap. Cold shiver on a hot day. Pressure on my third I when I am really focused.
What I am getting at in the end you can not run away if it is truly meant for you. If you are able to leave it and nothing happens were you really part of this world in the first place. Was there a doubt that you did not belong? There are times I am afraid but I will not turn my back on something that I am inheritantly gifted.
Please before you start your journey be sure of what you are getting into? Maybe it is not something that is meant for you when you are young to handle. Maybe you should wait until age and experience guides you back to the life.
This is a vent that I needed to get off my chest as I burn my spiritual incenses and right before I write in my manifestation journal.
Blessing let us start out with the past then move into the now. Remember this is a general reading.
In the beginning you felt the fire and the stir of passion. People you knew envied you as they watched in the shadows. Floating above it all nothing could change. Also I see a bit of the risk taking with in the relationship.
Now lets go to now. What was exciting is gone. Or put away. You listen to the others talk about their lives and you realize your in a rut. Your with the person who mad your blood boil and lately it’s not even a simmer. What should be done? Only you know how to start the fire again. What was it that turned both of you on? What secret thing that you shared that you have not done in ages? Do it now.
Passion can be rekindled but it need that spark.
If this reading resonates with you please let me know. Blessing