Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings to you all. Sorry that I have not been vigilant on this blog. I hope to change this around with interesting content.
I want to start this off by writing about an incident that just happened to me moments ago. I need to give you a little back story. For the last two years I have not been working from my office. I have been working at home. So I meditate, burn incense, write in my journal and I spray cologne. I felt at peace.
I applied for a new position and now I am back at the office in a different building. Now I have to tell you that I am surrounded by people who are into holistic medicine. Into reiki etc.. So I felt right at home. (there is a person there who is a mental energy vampire and does not even realize it).
I was asked to go to my old job to help out. I of course said yes. The negative vibe that hit me immediately was palatable. I sat there for years drenched in it and managed to survive. My guardians spirits are strong and very vigilant.
I walked into my old office and felt something crawl against my skin. I walked right out.
The moral of this story is if your spirits, gods, goddess have put you on a different path. Keep on it. There is a reason you should not go back. Honestly I have been trying my best to avoid the place but I need the extra income.
I hope you like this first of many stories of confirmation that the spirits are there to guide us. We need to listen.
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Blessings I feel the need to talk about high power days and low power days.
Is there such a thing or do we just assume we are having a bad day?
Well I am here to tell you it is true. I have a major problem with WEDNESDAY’S!
I discovered a while back that I can not focus, no desire to get out of bed or even want to speak to anyone. The drama on that day is at an all time high for me. Why you ask? Because it is truly my low power day. I feel it the moment I open my eyes till I go to bed that night.
I went through a rough night recently. Everything horrible I can think of about myself I thought of. To the point of realizing the I felt alone in life.
Now if you have been keeping up with me you know I have my twin flame for years so why would I go through that? My soul, spirit needed to purge old feeling and hurt that I never fully healed from. That’s when I gave an opening for negativity to creep in because my inner power was on a 15 instead of a 90. Rarely do I feel invincible.
That brings me to my high power day/days. My best day is Friday. Not because it is the end of the week. I generally wake up and feel as if I can float through the day. I have no need for coffee and I tend to vibrate with happiness that shows in my eyes.
Is that the day I conjure? I do on occasion. But what I find best is to try to work my empathic ability and reach out to see how others are feeling and try to change it. (disclaimer I do not physically touch them due to the leeching of energy that occurs) I push my aura out to see if I can change their mood.
The other days of the week is a fluctuation but if you find that you are at your lowest on a certain day my advise is to separate from others a bit. Unintentionally you will latch on and you tend to bring them down. Stretch your muscles and relax.
What do you do on your High power days and low power days. I would love to hear it. Until next we meet.
Blessing to you all. Let’s talk about how some of us with out knowing have built a wall against finding our significant other. I will bring to your attention that we put spells of repellant on ourselves when we want to attract.
How you may ask? By surrounding yourself with the color white. Not just a little white but white to the point it would make chalk blush.
White we all know signifies purity. We do not want the other person to know that passion is any where near the pureness of you.
The problem is you want to have a relationship with passion, with lust, lets be blunt with sex. Stark bright white all over your home and wardrobe is not an attractant. It’s a repellant. those who say white is sexy knows that you are using the color to hide what is underneath.
Why hide it? We are naturally physical beings and we gravitate to what will make us Feel. I’m not saying go jump someone out of the blue. What I am saying is put color into the mix. Vibrant color. Draw in what you most desire. You what the bad boy/girl well reds and blacks captures there interest. You want educated and career minded vibrant blue, green and yellow.
You want spiritual purples, pinkish blue, and gold. Not yellow. Gold, there is a difference.
Next I will go into sexual magic and how we must build the intensity.
Blessings to you all the light and the dark. I have come across a topic that is greatly disturbing to me. I was watching you tube and this woman said she gave up doing tarot and crystals because of fear that she may or may not have been cursed. Things started to happen around her.
Did you not think that you were touching and communicating with the spirit realm? It may not have not be a spirit board but it is still communicating. I have ran away from this life when I was young. But I was being pulled in every turn I made. Spirit would make curtains fly when all windows are closed. Touch my feet when I take a nap. Cold shiver on a hot day. Pressure on my third I when I am really focused.
What I am getting at in the end you can not run away if it is truly meant for you. If you are able to leave it and nothing happens were you really part of this world in the first place. Was there a doubt that you did not belong? There are times I am afraid but I will not turn my back on something that I am inheritantly gifted.
Please before you start your journey be sure of what you are getting into? Maybe it is not something that is meant for you when you are young to handle. Maybe you should wait until age and experience guides you back to the life.
This is a vent that I needed to get off my chest as I burn my spiritual incenses and right before I write in my manifestation journal.
Blessing to you all. I wanted to talk about power and sources of power. In our metaphysics society we call on power to assist in numerous things.
Those of us who are sensitives and intuitive realize the power that is emanating all around us. Over my years I realize I have power days and numbers that rejuvenate me to the point I can not sleep. It feels as if something must be done today.
On these days I use them for manifesting and spell work. The power is almost like a shot of energy that is accumulated and wants to be disburse into the world.
Let me bring to the attention of the power around you and you may not realize due to the amount of electronics around.
At night when all is still and quiet. You sit still and you feel as if your vibrating or slightly moving. It is not vertigo. You spirit or aura is being attune to the environment. At times its as if it is being drawn outward. Trying to reach the power source .
You eyes dart to the door or the phone before the knock or ring. You know who it is not expecting anyone. That is an inherent power that is giving you a heads up on what to expect.
If you are not sure if you are in a power day for you, you can do a candle check.
Get a candle any size, light it and in a room where there is no draft place your hand above it. The flame will rise. Slowly move it to the side and the flame will follow. No some of you will read this and say it a spirit or something causing the flame to do it. Well you are right. It is your spirit and your power that is causing it to move.
In another blog we will get into what specifically you can do to assist you on your power day before manifesting and spell work.
Blessings to you all. I have been sitting back and watching how the “new age” community have been under attack. Under any normal surcomstance I would let it go. I just can not see myself letting go much longer.
Why is it when something goes wrong it is because our faith is not lining up with the mainstream? Everyone’s faith and belief is as individual as the person themselves.
I read tarots, I see signs, I worship my deity and I force no one to follow my belief. So to tell me that what is going on is because “We as a community is not following the established “Christianity ” faith”. I find it Ludacris. You need an escape goat and we are not it.
We as human beings have the power of choice. This is a freedom that is not granted to us by the government. this is a freedom that is bestowed to us since birth.
Do not blame us that you were attached by a demons or you feel that you were guided to do the wrong thing. Some of, if not all was by choice. If you cheat, lie, harm do you think this is not going to come back to you in some shape of form?
What is needed is for you personally to sit and really think. Who or what leads you into believing all is forgiven and yet you are punished as a consequence of an action that you have taken?
I will end this by saying that I wish you all blessings and light. In this same breath I wish you succeed in banishing what ever darkness that you are going through. It maybe a test placed in your way to see if you will stand firm in your belief or run to a comfort that you ran from in the first place.
It is called “Backsliding.”
If this resonates with you. please leave a comment. I would love to hear your views.