Blessings. I had promised a reading. First I have to say that opening this deck I felt pure heat. the three cards are Conquest, Seduction and Masturbation. This screams mastery of self and partner.. Know what their spot to touch and tantalize is. This is definatly for aggressive lovers.
I do not feel passion so much as need of release. Why do I say this? To go after a potential lover and seduce him/her is a goal of mental domination and once you get the prize you want that euphoric release.
Now top position to try is the Seesaw, again a mastery position. the back and forth rock takes a bit of skill being in this position tightens the canal and the down ward stroke tends to be a bit deeper and more intense. Which is favorable for multi orgasmic partners.
So here is some brew for you today. So have a seat and kick back. I have been working at a position for over a year now and when I first started I was so excited about it. I was getting a promotion I thought in my mind.
Here is how, what was said and how my hopes had created a reality that was not real.
I read the position listing as an administrative position. Come to find out it was a lateral move. Not up from where I was at which is administrative or down. Which is fired. Just lateral. After working it for two weeks and I was really into it. I questioned my title. they said did you not realize your still the same title?
My heart did hurt but I sucked it up and thought I am going to be the best at it. Slowly but surly my coworker started to get a little disgruntled and I started taking it upon my self to cheer her up.
Little did I know she felt I talked to much. Instead of telling she let the comment slip during a candidate hire interview. I thought what am I doing. The next day I said but five words to her. She asked if I was sick.
I thought, yes. I don’t belong here. I am not your mother to make you happy and keep you from complaining all day. So I focused on what it is I truly wanted. So I am going to have my you tube page and Instagram page on things I post here. Creating oils, soaps, reading cards, reading candles. Sigils, etc. I also have other things going for me that I can not reveal as yet.
On the following Monday I had a focus and new out look on my life. I will take you on my journey. I can not show my face yet but that too will change in time. When Thursday came around I need to protect myself from negative energy. So I cast a protection spell around my cubicle.
The next day out of no where my coworker felt agitated and mad. My other one who sat next to me was feeling a bit out of sorts. I felt happy. No I am not siphoning happiness. I think her ill feelings latched on to the other person and not me. Oh well.
That is it for me today. Wishing you all sweet blessing and star if you like the content.
I wanted to speak on keeping peace with in yourself. Today I had to calm myself due to someone stealing an idea of mine. I could feel my self tremble and I almost burst into tears because I could not burst verbally, since I was at work.
I had to step away from the person and work to vent to my sister and hubby. Then I went into a room and meditated. Believe it or not, I feel 10x’s better than I did before. After meditating I reminded myself what is most important to me. Faith,Family, and Fortune.
I dedicated myself to learning more and being closer to my goddess. I felt I had to tell you that because may be confused when I say faith. Allot of you may not like that I say fortune but let me inform you what fortune is to me. To own my own home, to work for myself so I can be with my family and most of all not to worry about money to pay my bills. When I don’t have enough I feel like Bart being strangled by homer Simpson’s.
I know it is not easy to find peace and there are times I feel like I am purposely being pushed to explode, and I am sure all of you have felt that way from time to time. My advice commune with your deity and deep inside you will know the answer.
I hope you are soaking up the rays of the sun. I wanted to share with you that I finally found a tarot deck or it found me, that I am fully connected with. You maybe thinking how many have you tried. I personally have a total of ten.
My witches tarot I still like but I have never felt such a connection before with one.
It is the Energy oracle cards. It has angel’s, chakra’s and emotional connections. immediately I could read some of the cards with out help from the book.
There are other angle decks out there, and I do like them; but I have not been drawn to them.
I was willing to do a couple of readings with this deck as opposed to the other one. So I guess I am giving it two thumbs up.
On the four pieces of paper write with the black pen a pentagram on one side. On the other you can write water,air,fire,earth. Place these pieces of paper in a place you are around a lot. In places that are not in view. Take the holy water and spray it in a circle where you place the papers.
Stand in the center of the circle you made and call upon the elements to cast a wall of protection around you when you are around these people and to keep their negative thoughts and words back to them. If not it should be returned to the sender.
Before ending make sure you close as you normally do.
You should see results with in the day. Once they are around you. Same goes if you sit at a cubical.