I have no real topic to focus on today. I should wait to write when I am in a better frame of mind. But I thought that I wanted to give an opinion on a reaction I received that was not right.
A coworker made a mistake and put something in the trash that was not supposed to be there. I seen it and I took it out and told her what she had done. She immediately denied she did that and that I must be crazy. REALLY?
I just saved your ass and I must be crazy. Now Like I said I am not in a good frame of mind and it pissed me off. I walked away with out saying another word. Now if I would tell this to my husband he would have said “There you go to the rescue again. You should have left it and made her learn a lesson.”
I feel that if your working there is no reason why we can not have a good time while we stay on top of things to make sure things go well. and if we are supposed to be a team, if I find something that will keep you out of trouble you should be thankful and not defensive.
Another thing I hate phony people or people who obviously are shady. I understand putting your game face on when you have to but when you turn it on and act as if you have no common sense. That irks me beyond belief.
I lit a blue candle last night to ask for some peace and solitude today, because I was not feeling right. The full moon is not on my side this time and I just feel heavy, weighed down by life. Normally I have a wall around me to block out other’s vibes. But when I feel ill it is very hard to keep it up.
I know this will pass but I need to vent a little. So it can be set free off me.
With all the up roar that is going on, I know that all my empathic sister’s and brother’s are going through it.
Just hearing about a child dying and it took two hours before the child died from the wound. Made me well up in tears. I wish no one had to die but that is ridiculous to say. We would be over populated.
There are a couple of things I want to talk about. First noticing how there is a shift in the metaphysical atmosphere. What do I mean?
For example, last year I was very on the fence on keeping my witchy favorite people I watch on You Tube on my page. Only because I have not come out to the world. Yet I could not help to be drawn to the community. So I deleted them off my page.
I set up a whole new page and I went to search them out and they had deleted their page. Right around the same time I deleted mine. Coincidence? No, I don’t believe so. I feel that we become in tune to universal vibrations that we are doing things subconsciously because someone else is doing the same exact things. In other words you become in line with them and do not realize it.
Of course my mouth fell open. Now I set up a enchantress coco page and I want to see people I used follow. They will be back on soon. Coincidence? Not. I’ve also found new people and I just thought to my self,” Where were they a few years ago, and why didn’t I find them before?”
The second thing is being asked questions while your half awake and half asleep. I get talked to a lot when I am in this in between state. Last night I was asked what kind of witch are you?
I said white witch. I believe in crystal healing, white light healing. But I am learning more about the craft every day. Then I woke up.
I want to clear something up. For me saying I am a witch in my dreams is monumental. I get dreams that are definitely messages. But I never was asked that question before and I never declared it. Ever since I announced that I am following the Goddess Brigit allot has been opening up for me.
I know I will be able to fully come out soon. Not that I have too. Witches stayed in hiding for centuries. Only other witches notice and feel who you were. I will see where I am being lead to. What journey is in store for me.
I normally do not write until Tuesday, but this situation keeps popping up in my life. I hate acting against what I feel. I have to pretend I am okay with a person even though I am not okay with that person.
This kind of internalizing causes ulcer’s and yet I can not say what I want to say. Not only ulcer’s but it puts dark spots on your aura. Why because it is towards one of the bosses I work with. Here is the crazy bit. I respect how intelligent she is. She catches things other doctor’s would not even think about.
Yet she is so unpredictable when it comes to her moods that I want to strangle her. At times she makes me feel as if I am not doing my job. I have been working at this facility for over ten year’s. I know the in’s and out’s. I do come across, know it all’s, but who doesn’t.
Everyone has things they can learn. I just don’t like acting happy to see you, when I feel totally opposite.
I asked the goddess please let this pass and it has. I have to surround myself with my positivity to continue working here. My tarot cards told me to keep my eye’s open and I see and hear allot.
Which brings me to the fact that I must focus on my own priorities. Why be given gifts and not use them.
There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
Welcome and join me in my rendition of connecting with the
God and Goddess. This is the way I do and you can take it and change it to your liking.
You will need white sage
White 7 day candle in the glass
Gold or black marker
Blessings oil if you do not have olive oil will do
Something you can put holes in the wax
Place white candle on your alter, middle of the room or dresser. Light white sage and cleanse your area and around the candle. Poke five holes in the wax of the candle. With the marker draw the symbol of the God or Goddess. Underneath the symbol write your concerns or your gratitude for their blessings. Once that is done Put at least 2 drops of oil in your hand. Place your hand in the center of the candle and turn it clock wise bringing your hand towards you. With your mind thinking of your God/Goddess.
Turn the around and do the same from the center down. Place candle back down. Put 5 drops of the oil inside the candle. After this is done place your power hand above the candle and say God/Goddess please hear and guide me in my life and in my endeavors. Please protect me from all the negativity that’s in this world. I ask this with an open heart. Blessed Be.
This one way I connect with the God/Goddess. I hope you try this and receive a response. The response can be on the glass of the candle or they may respond to you in your dreams.