Since the last time I had written to you all. I have had so many events that has happened to my family, that I am amazed I have not broke down. That being said I have only faith that the God and Goddess has a plan for me.
First my guide has finally made herself known to me.
Second I have been guided to practice hoodoo. Which I did not realize that I have been doing my spells in the fashion of hoodoo anyway.
I had put into practice hoodoo when my oldest child ended up in the hospital for an illness that is unusual for some to get at his age, as per several doctors. I had to bless him from head to toe with holy water. Then I passed a white candle over his body from his crown to his feet. Asking for what ever illness to attached itself to the candle.
Later that night I asked the ancestors to remove the illness that I believe someone had cast on my son and to bring back the light. Then I burned the candle.
The next day my son was starting to get better. The doctors were surprised. I thanked the God and Goddess for their blessing but I also thanked my ancestors for intervening on my behalf.
Now this has not stopped the attack or weight I feel that is placed in my household. I consulted with my guide and I have to do a thorough house cleaning and blessing. Also a cleansing of my spirit and all that resides in my house.
My next post I will have what I have done to cleans and bless my home and family.
So it’s been awhile since I have written about dreams. But this particular one I need to share because all of it can true within the seven day period.
I dreamt that my coworker and I went out to eat. on her plate was a three inch dog on her plate shivering. I asked her if she was going to eat the dog and why would she order that? Then it shift to me being on a table having a procedure. It was being done very barbarically. I was trying not to have a child and the person used a twisted hanger. then it shifted to me being on a bus. A young woman comes on the bus breaks a pipe that lead to the air conditioning and pulled out a fish surrounded by a bubble of water.
When I went to work I told my coworker her part of the dream she laughed and said that her friend was made to get rid of her dog by housing. The dog was named after her. Today I just found out that my friend is having twins. So that’s the shriving dog and fish in the bubble. Not even five minutes ago, it is now 1:45pm, my friend asked is it normal for the emergency room to send a child home after they tell the mother the lungs is under develop? The child is also a preemie. I told her no, preemie’s especially. They have to be sent to the NICU and given oxygen. Also observed.
Well the baby passed away. That is the third part of my dream.
So here is my question, how long does it take for your dreams to present themselves, if at all? Just curious.
So today’s topic is how strong is paternal vibration or awareness? Yes I said paternal.
I believe they are just as tuned in to their children as mother’s once that bond is established.
For example my hubby was talking to his friend about car crashes, for some reason he felt he needed to tell our 24 year old son to be careful on the road.
The next day a my hubby was feeling anxious and could not figure out why. So this 71 year old woman looking the opposite way turned right and crashed her car into his my son’s car. He’s alright but they had to cut her out of her car.
It’s been a while since I have conversed with you all. I am sorry about that. My father had passed away and we had the memorial service a couple of weeks ago.
My topic is the “How sacred is the wishes of the deceased?”
My father was born in the islands and he moved here in his thirties with my mother. As he had gotten older he would always say that he did not want to be put in the ground. So my sister and I agreed upon cremation. But during this time my mother kept twisting things around to what she felt was best. (My mother and father have been divorced for years)
My father was not a religious man like the way my mother is now. He believed in god that I do know, but I had found things that stirs me to think that he believed in other things as well. Like in the magical sense. So it does not surprise me that my sister and I have followed a different path.
I believe full heartedly that we had followed his wishes and at the same time we did allow my mother to do her church thing later. I of course left and my sister did as well.
I believe that what a person wishes to be done with their body after death is sacred and should be followed even if it’s against another person faith.
There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
I will start off by saying that the year started off with a blessing in it self. Normally I just stay up with family and wait till the ball dropped. Dressed in Pj’s and just hope my new year is better than it was before.
Well I got dressed, put makeup on and did my hair. As I was doing this I noticed that I really lost my self this year. I was in a rut in my life style. I will always be kind but i was becoming a door mat. I lost my opinion, my opinion. I was asking for advise from friends that I really did not want to follow.
I am not like everyone else. I don’t want to follow the crowd. I have done that for so many years, too many years.
So if you have been following I have started out my own tradition. I burned the blue candle first, then I have burned purple for more psychic clarity and closeness to the goddess and now I am burning my white candle that illumination, clearness, purity etc…
I brought this up because I had a dream of an old woman who said I must no longer follow her. She had a child with her and she said I must follow her. The dream faded and I never gotten her name.
Last night I, rather later that morning I dreamt I was in a forest and I was watching this man run around trying to get away from some body. These vines caught him and this lizard thing said it was a shame we had to get rid of him. I said “Oh Danu” like several times.
Then I woke up. Danu is a goddess and I took the dream as she was trying to communicate with me and she was the young girl.
This year is going to open me up and I am ready for this task.
I just wanted to share this with you all hoping that I am making you recall your first New Year message that you may have brushed off. Remember and listen.
Sweet blessings to you all
P.S. First spell of the New Year will be a binding spell
This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.