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Blessings to all of you. todays topic is about clearing out the negativity, the heaviness and the odd darkness in your home and space.
This year has been the worst for me and my family but mainly me since I am the main bread winner of the family.
If you read my post on 10/8 about the god/goddess will not be denied. Well I have to tell you the whole story.
The beginning of the year I was doing my petitions and meditations and worshiping. Very consistently. then one of my dogs became ill. I did not have the money. So I took out a credit care card to help pay for emergency surgery. After that my freezer broke. So I purchased a new one. More money out.
Then my oldest came to stay for a while and became ill and we ended up in the emergency room. He missed his dialysis appointment and became toxic. After that my daughter was seeing a therapist that said they took our insurance and turns out that they do not. So now I owe over three thousand dollars. At this time my worshiping and meditation had fell to the wayside.
Late summer my stove stopped working. I just finished paying for my dog and the freezer. Now my stove. New card because I can not afford paying it right out. Then we receive a call my son was found unconscious in his friends home in Florida.
This time there was no coming back and we lost him. I had to come up with the money for us to go to the funeral(which I will tell you about in another blog). We come home and now My middle son is getting married. WHERE IS THE MONEY???
I end up getting a loan for the flight. My oldest daughter paid for our hotel room. My youngest son will stay home and take care of the dogs.
I sat down and looked at my home. Out the corner of my eye I keep seeing a shadow walking past my bedroom door. My home is not fully at peace.
What has to be done?
I am in the process of getting rid of everything that has no reason to be in my home.
We are going to do a deep cleaning
I will sage the apartment from room to room
I will burn a white candle then blue at the entrance of my home
outside of my door I will spray a mixture that I created and let you know about in another blog to prevent negative vibration and dark entities from entering.
I will be creating a cleansing spray for everyone as well
It sounds like a lot but it is not if I want the new year to blessed and protected from negative forces.
Blessing to you all and I apologies of taking time off. But honestly life and death happened. With saying that short statement I decided I will not go into detail on it.
Today’s post is about how the god/goddess will not be denied or ignored. I have been going through so much denial in my life. Not about my calling to the goddess but about my ignorance of the true power that she holds.
I had held back from doing any tarot readings. I had stopped doing candle spells and petitions. Not only have I done this I had taken off jewelry that symbolizes what I am.
So do I feel shame? Yes. Have I gotten spanked by the goddess? Yes.
I applied for a position and at first I felt excitement. But as time drew closer I had a feeling that I would not get this position. My dreams even signaled the losses. Did I want to believe it? No!
I consulted the spirits with the pendulum and it said no I will not get the position. I consulted the cards and several times it screamed at me “No you will not get the position.”
I told the goddess if I do not get the position I will get my self back on track. Not only with my magics but in life in general. I have become lazy, sloppy in my appearance and neglect my gift of writing and put it on the back burner.
Well enough is enough and she is tired of my behavior and honestly I am tired of it as well.
You will hear more from me. This I do swear. Wishing you all sweet blessings and strength to continue to be the true you showing the light that you have been given.