It’s been a while since I have conversed with you all. I am sorry about that. My father had passed away and we had the memorial service a couple of weeks ago.
My topic is the “How sacred is the wishes of the deceased?”
My father was born in the islands and he moved here in his thirties with my mother. As he had gotten older he would always say that he did not want to be put in the ground. So my sister and I agreed upon cremation. But during this time my mother kept twisting things around to what she felt was best. (My mother and father have been divorced for years)
My father was not a religious man like the way my mother is now. He believed in god that I do know, but I had found things that stirs me to think that he believed in other things as well. Like in the magical sense. So it does not surprise me that my sister and I have followed a different path.
I believe full heartedly that we had followed his wishes and at the same time we did allow my mother to do her church thing later. I of course left and my sister did as well.
I believe that what a person wishes to be done with their body after death is sacred and should be followed even if it’s against another person faith.
There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
I will start off by saying that the year started off with a blessing in it self. Normally I just stay up with family and wait till the ball dropped. Dressed in Pj’s and just hope my new year is better than it was before.
Well I got dressed, put makeup on and did my hair. As I was doing this I noticed that I really lost my self this year. I was in a rut in my life style. I will always be kind but i was becoming a door mat. I lost my opinion, my opinion. I was asking for advise from friends that I really did not want to follow.
I am not like everyone else. I don’t want to follow the crowd. I have done that for so many years, too many years.
So if you have been following I have started out my own tradition. I burned the blue candle first, then I have burned purple for more psychic clarity and closeness to the goddess and now I am burning my white candle that illumination, clearness, purity etc…
I brought this up because I had a dream of an old woman who said I must no longer follow her. She had a child with her and she said I must follow her. The dream faded and I never gotten her name.
Last night I, rather later that morning I dreamt I was in a forest and I was watching this man run around trying to get away from some body. These vines caught him and this lizard thing said it was a shame we had to get rid of him. I said “Oh Danu” like several times.
Then I woke up. Danu is a goddess and I took the dream as she was trying to communicate with me and she was the young girl.
This year is going to open me up and I am ready for this task.
I just wanted to share this with you all hoping that I am making you recall your first New Year message that you may have brushed off. Remember and listen.
Sweet blessings to you all
P.S. First spell of the New Year will be a binding spell
This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.
Procrastination in following the path that the Goddess/God has set before you causes so many other problems in your life.
I have been blessed to have created a business with natural hair products that I have not been paying a hundred and one percent too. Even though I am not pushing it like I am supposed too, it’s been selling.
Is it that I am afraid of success? No. Is t because I have not time? That’s part of it. The reason I have finally realized is that since I am a sensitive and I tend to take in other people emotions, it has hindered me immensely working where I do.
I wake up positive and hope my day stay’s that way but the minute I start getting in the area of the place where I work. It starts to deteriorates. You feel a wave of anger, foniness, disappointment, etc…
I go home and I feel so much better. Yes I need a new job but I don’t want a job I want a business that will sustain my whole family. Secondly my spiritually is growing and I am aware of more things than I have ever been before. I am actually on several occasions known things before it even happened.
By the new year I have to not compromise and let things be just because I don’t want a confrontation. I am being blessed and watched and I know I suffered certain things because I have not done what I am supposed to be doing in my life to deserve the blessing I receive.
There is a reason I felt enchantress is a name that suits me. The power in words is one gift that I have to start harnessing again. the closer the end of the year comes, I know it will be a year that is going to be eventful for all, especially those who are awakening.
I wish you all sweet blessings and I appreciated the following.
this is a quick Thursday blog for the day. So this morning at 5:55am. There was a tree branch that was cut off and laying in front of my building. I was guided to break off a branch. It curved and immediately I knew that I will have it surrounded by crystals and hanging in my room and at times around my neck.
I am so excited I could not hold it in. Have a great day.
Well this is the first official day of my return to work after a week away from the madness. Something every unusual is happening to me. As I walked in I felt calm. now you are probably thinking that is just because of the week off. At first I thought the same too.
Well as I listen to my co-workers come in one by one. I normally feel like “Thank Goddess they are here” because I am so frazzled. Today I felt nothing. I mean it’s like being in a pool. You know when you in a pool your next to someone but there is always water in-between. (should have used a vat of gel, Thicker than water)
That’s how I feel. There is them with useless drama and damaging stress. Then there is me.
I feel my guardian spirit is actually with me today. I don’t feel as if I am alone at all. My third eye has been going crazy, my left ear keeps hurting and my right cheek feels tingle,cold.
I know I must keep everyone at arm’s length to keep in my physical and spiritual peace.
My message is that internal change affects external change. If your really calm when your normally wound up. There is a reason for it. Just follow it.