Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings to you all. Sorry that I have not been vigilant on this blog. I hope to change this around with interesting content.
I want to start this off by writing about an incident that just happened to me moments ago. I need to give you a little back story. For the last two years I have not been working from my office. I have been working at home. So I meditate, burn incense, write in my journal and I spray cologne. I felt at peace.
I applied for a new position and now I am back at the office in a different building. Now I have to tell you that I am surrounded by people who are into holistic medicine. Into reiki etc.. So I felt right at home. (there is a person there who is a mental energy vampire and does not even realize it).
I was asked to go to my old job to help out. I of course said yes. The negative vibe that hit me immediately was palatable. I sat there for years drenched in it and managed to survive. My guardians spirits are strong and very vigilant.
I walked into my old office and felt something crawl against my skin. I walked right out.
The moral of this story is if your spirits, gods, goddess have put you on a different path. Keep on it. There is a reason you should not go back. Honestly I have been trying my best to avoid the place but I need the extra income.
I hope you like this first of many stories of confirmation that the spirits are there to guide us. We need to listen.
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Blessings I feel the need to talk about high power days and low power days.
Is there such a thing or do we just assume we are having a bad day?
Well I am here to tell you it is true. I have a major problem with WEDNESDAY’S!
I discovered a while back that I can not focus, no desire to get out of bed or even want to speak to anyone. The drama on that day is at an all time high for me. Why you ask? Because it is truly my low power day. I feel it the moment I open my eyes till I go to bed that night.
I went through a rough night recently. Everything horrible I can think of about myself I thought of. To the point of realizing the I felt alone in life.
Now if you have been keeping up with me you know I have my twin flame for years so why would I go through that? My soul, spirit needed to purge old feeling and hurt that I never fully healed from. That’s when I gave an opening for negativity to creep in because my inner power was on a 15 instead of a 90. Rarely do I feel invincible.
That brings me to my high power day/days. My best day is Friday. Not because it is the end of the week. I generally wake up and feel as if I can float through the day. I have no need for coffee and I tend to vibrate with happiness that shows in my eyes.
Is that the day I conjure? I do on occasion. But what I find best is to try to work my empathic ability and reach out to see how others are feeling and try to change it. (disclaimer I do not physically touch them due to the leeching of energy that occurs) I push my aura out to see if I can change their mood.
The other days of the week is a fluctuation but if you find that you are at your lowest on a certain day my advise is to separate from others a bit. Unintentionally you will latch on and you tend to bring them down. Stretch your muscles and relax.
What do you do on your High power days and low power days. I would love to hear it. Until next we meet.
Blessing to you all. Let’s talk about how some of us with out knowing have built a wall against finding our significant other. I will bring to your attention that we put spells of repellant on ourselves when we want to attract.
How you may ask? By surrounding yourself with the color white. Not just a little white but white to the point it would make chalk blush.
White we all know signifies purity. We do not want the other person to know that passion is any where near the pureness of you.
The problem is you want to have a relationship with passion, with lust, lets be blunt with sex. Stark bright white all over your home and wardrobe is not an attractant. It’s a repellant. those who say white is sexy knows that you are using the color to hide what is underneath.
Why hide it? We are naturally physical beings and we gravitate to what will make us Feel. I’m not saying go jump someone out of the blue. What I am saying is put color into the mix. Vibrant color. Draw in what you most desire. You what the bad boy/girl well reds and blacks captures there interest. You want educated and career minded vibrant blue, green and yellow.
You want spiritual purples, pinkish blue, and gold. Not yellow. Gold, there is a difference.
Next I will go into sexual magic and how we must build the intensity.
Blessing this weeks energy is telling me that it will gain in strength. Those of you with thoughts to accomplish something like a small business or creative inspiration you are going to be driven to it.That negative force that has been putting doubt in your mind will back off.It will permanently driven away. Only forward from now on.
Blessingto you all. I have been trying to upload The cards I have pulled but word press is not allowing it to happen. But I will carry on.
Today’s color of the day is Emerald Green. In this time of anxiety even spirit wanted to send a message to try and stay calm. It is a lot to ask and harder to do but to have our minds cluttered with the woulda, and shoulda’s we should try to take calming deep breaths and meditate.
Blessing to you my light and shadow spirits. You have had a lot of weight on your shoulders and worry that a family member is not at a hundred percent. Remember that life is a cycle and things will get better. You have consulted with others and spiritually you have been consulting with elders/ angels nd what ever spirits that resides with you. Trying to shed some light on what is happening. My advice is to tell only certain people in your circle about your concerns. Someone is gloating over the turmoil.