Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings to you all. Sorry that I have not been vigilant on this blog. I hope to change this around with interesting content.
I want to start this off by writing about an incident that just happened to me moments ago. I need to give you a little back story. For the last two years I have not been working from my office. I have been working at home. So I meditate, burn incense, write in my journal and I spray cologne. I felt at peace.
I applied for a new position and now I am back at the office in a different building. Now I have to tell you that I am surrounded by people who are into holistic medicine. Into reiki etc.. So I felt right at home. (there is a person there who is a mental energy vampire and does not even realize it).
I was asked to go to my old job to help out. I of course said yes. The negative vibe that hit me immediately was palatable. I sat there for years drenched in it and managed to survive. My guardians spirits are strong and very vigilant.
I walked into my old office and felt something crawl against my skin. I walked right out.
The moral of this story is if your spirits, gods, goddess have put you on a different path. Keep on it. There is a reason you should not go back. Honestly I have been trying my best to avoid the place but I need the extra income.
I hope you like this first of many stories of confirmation that the spirits are there to guide us. We need to listen.
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Blessings I feel the need to talk about high power days and low power days.
Is there such a thing or do we just assume we are having a bad day?
Well I am here to tell you it is true. I have a major problem with WEDNESDAY’S!
I discovered a while back that I can not focus, no desire to get out of bed or even want to speak to anyone. The drama on that day is at an all time high for me. Why you ask? Because it is truly my low power day. I feel it the moment I open my eyes till I go to bed that night.
I went through a rough night recently. Everything horrible I can think of about myself I thought of. To the point of realizing the I felt alone in life.
Now if you have been keeping up with me you know I have my twin flame for years so why would I go through that? My soul, spirit needed to purge old feeling and hurt that I never fully healed from. That’s when I gave an opening for negativity to creep in because my inner power was on a 15 instead of a 90. Rarely do I feel invincible.
That brings me to my high power day/days. My best day is Friday. Not because it is the end of the week. I generally wake up and feel as if I can float through the day. I have no need for coffee and I tend to vibrate with happiness that shows in my eyes.
Is that the day I conjure? I do on occasion. But what I find best is to try to work my empathic ability and reach out to see how others are feeling and try to change it. (disclaimer I do not physically touch them due to the leeching of energy that occurs) I push my aura out to see if I can change their mood.
The other days of the week is a fluctuation but if you find that you are at your lowest on a certain day my advise is to separate from others a bit. Unintentionally you will latch on and you tend to bring them down. Stretch your muscles and relax.
What do you do on your High power days and low power days. I would love to hear it. Until next we meet.
Blessings to you all. I have been gone a while and I did miss you. I am coming back with new topics.
I have decided to do light and shadow readings. I can not in full conscious write only light when darkness resides in all. It is what we do with the darkness and the light that is important. I will do my best to post both my light and shadow tarot frequently. If you do not see me posting here you can find me on Instagram doing mini tarot readings.
Now as for other topics I will delve into candles once more. Oils and herbs, Scripting for manifestation. I will also talk about certain magics that I hope will not get me censored on here. I am as you are a student in life. I have grown in knowledge and I will pass on what I have gained to you.
Now I want to through in this. What works for me may not work for you. You will have to tweak it or change it completely.
I am going to end this update here but it will not be the last. Its just another beginning. Until next we meet.
Blessings to all my light and shadow spirits. I will be drawing two sets of tarot. It will be my light and shadow.
This reading tell me that you must not believe every thing that you see. There is something that will be presented to you and you will want to do it for two reasons. One it is a challenge and you need the feel of the adrenaline for the challenge, The second is that the way it is offered to you it sounds incredible. The problem is you are not really seeing what is in the fine print.
They will take you a naïve and not capable of interpreting the double talk. Do not accept without thinking it over. Be your own knight and make them see you are not to be trifled with.
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Blessings to you all. I have been sitting back and watching how the “new age” community have been under attack. Under any normal surcomstance I would let it go. I just can not see myself letting go much longer.
Why is it when something goes wrong it is because our faith is not lining up with the mainstream? Everyone’s faith and belief is as individual as the person themselves.
I read tarots, I see signs, I worship my deity and I force no one to follow my belief. So to tell me that what is going on is because “We as a community is not following the established “Christianity ” faith”. I find it Ludacris. You need an escape goat and we are not it.
We as human beings have the power of choice. This is a freedom that is not granted to us by the government. this is a freedom that is bestowed to us since birth.
Do not blame us that you were attached by a demons or you feel that you were guided to do the wrong thing. Some of, if not all was by choice. If you cheat, lie, harm do you think this is not going to come back to you in some shape of form?
What is needed is for you personally to sit and really think. Who or what leads you into believing all is forgiven and yet you are punished as a consequence of an action that you have taken?
I will end this by saying that I wish you all blessings and light. In this same breath I wish you succeed in banishing what ever darkness that you are going through. It maybe a test placed in your way to see if you will stand firm in your belief or run to a comfort that you ran from in the first place.
It is called “Backsliding.”
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Blessings today you can pick the card with the stone correlation
1: is the Sodalite on the left
2: is the Rose Quartz
3: is the Magnetite on the right
Card 1 the Sodalite.
The moon energy is talking about balancing spirituality with everyday life. The stone coincides with the intuition and logic, You can intuitively find a way to bring your spirituality forward without drawing attention if you wish. But it must be incorporated.
Card 2 Rose Quartz
Your passion is deep but you are concerned it is one sided. With this time of being separated thoughts of infidelity keep popping up. It may be due to what you may be carrying. Guilt, or insecurities, or even that new life. Since the stone also coincided with fertility.
Card 3 Magnetite
This stone aides on awakening. What has awaken in you must be shared. It will benefit you 10 times over. Focus your intentions. Do you see how the energy of the moon baths her with it’s energy? Harness that power.
Today I want to touch on situations that are set in our paths. Today as I was walking my dog another dog charged at it. I was so worried a fight would break out but I got it under control quickly.
The owner was across the street say Bad, bad dog. Yet she was not even trying to come near me to get the dog. That set the day rolling.
I got a bad message for one of my bosses that I did not handle a situation correctly. It took mover 45 minutes to explain and work it out. At the same time I found out that my coworkers and I were not working the same. So there was no consistency and I was the one who got chewed out because I did not do it the way so and so did.
The day just kept getting more and more intense. It made me realize that the job I am at is not my desire. I will continue until I get to where I need to be for my soul to be happy.
I did my own reading and it reiterated that I have stayed as long as I was supposed to and it is time to move on.
The spirit was like that dog charging and I was like my dog moving with the flow with my tail down almost defeated. Yet she did turn to fight back and that what I have to do. Turn and fight back.
Is there ways that spirit try’s to show you what you need to do? I would love to hear it. Blessings to you my shadow and light spirits.
Blessing this weeks energy is telling me that it will gain in strength. Those of you with thoughts to accomplish something like a small business or creative inspiration you are going to be driven to it.That negative force that has been putting doubt in your mind will back off.It will permanently driven away. Only forward from now on.