Blessing to you all. I do not know where everyone lives but where I am located it is a heat wave. I’m not liking the heat at this moment. Remember I am an earth sign. I tend to absorb the heat, the cold, and moisture. Let’s not talk about the wind. Being pushed around buy and invisible force is not fun.
Let’s catch up shall we. As they say all good intentions tend to die at the waist side when unforeseen elements are introduced.
Lets start at the last full moon on 7/13/2022. Blood moon that caused so much havoc on my emotions that I literally had an emotional break down. It started off with a twinge of annoyance. I pushed it aside dismissing it as being fatigue. The next time it turned into rage. That took a longer time to calm down from.
I know what I wrote previously is vague so let me elaborate. on the 11th I over heard someone that is supposed to be my boss talk about me to another. It was not nice. It was to show she had me under control. Then the next day 12th. I was approached and question as if I was doing something wrong by my bosses assistant. Why you may ask? Well I accepted to help another group of coworkers because they were down staff. She was annoyed because she was not asked first.
On the 13th I had finally had enough. There was no amount of meditation that would have calmed me. I vented all my frustration out to a friend (who happened to be a higher up) and was told to calm down. There are things in the works for me.
So essentially I still have to pay dues before I can see the rewards. I was so enraged by the gall that my two managers that I wanted to quit on the spot. I am pretty sure people have talked about me before. But to hear it is another story. It took me a week before I could calm my self and see these two women for who they really are. Incompetent’s!
(They have no structure on how to run a staff. Their communication with each other is non existent unless it’s about shopping or vacation. How do you not know when a person is out on vacation? Schedules are always a mess and the bipolar personality with the both of them is real.)
All of this happened at the time of the blood moon. As an earth sign you would think I would not be affected. But as I expressed on the top of this blog. We are affected by all the elements. What is seen and what is unseen.
I hope you all stay cool and have everything that is meant for you. Blessings
Let me tell you there has been a lot of events happening on this journey. I am truly sorry that I have not been able to document as it happens.
Let me start with. I have been having unconsciously picking up on conversations that have yet to happen. For example. I could be talking to you and I bring up that it is a shame that we do not see more green vegetables being grown in the lush out skirts of Ireland. Then not even a day or two later I would hear on the news or a passing conversation that something has occurred in Ireland about the vegetation which is caused by the soil.
I will leave that train of thought alone.
Then I would hear my name being called and no one is there. It is not my imagination and it is clearly!
I have been in meditative trance writing and what I write have been occurring with in the day or two.
I know there is a change coming over me and honestly I am allowing it to guide me to where I need to be.
Blessings to you all. How have you been fairing in these trying times?
As for me, it has been nonstop with extended relative drama that is trying it’s best to fall into my life. Do I accept this no, and have I eliminated the thoughts of them in my life? Yes. Have toxic slug cling to you while drain the light/energy from you.
Since I have been on my earth journey. I will say that some surprising events have occurred. The transfer to a new facility has been challenging but has opened my eyes as to what the administrative side of the world has to deal with.
This position is stress filled and cutthroat. I am not saying that other positions are not the same. It is just I have never been a part of it since I am the one who is usually in the back physically taking care of the people.
I have to admit that I haven’t been able to meditate the way I used to, but I try my best to get somewhere peaceful before I start my day.
I received three compliments today. One from a stranger. An older woman who appreciated that I did not rush her through the registration process and took time to explain things to her. the second is a coworker who out of nowhere told me I am a genuinely kind person. That I show no pretense. Finally, my boss told me that she is impressed on how I am handling a project they assigned me with very little help.
All of this boost my inner being. I honestly feel depleted at the end of the day, but I needed to hear those things,
I am in the process of creating a business that will keep you calm during a difficult time. It came to me, and I know it is part of my calling.
You ever woke up from a dream and just laid there feeling like the day is going to reveal something you really do not want to know?
Well, that is this day. I was told about a situation that I have to be involve in as the checker. I wonder if I cast a spell will the person in question open their eyes and see what they are doing is not only affecting them but everyone else. I will really need to think on what I would need to do this.
One very good and eye-opening element is pepper. The smell tends to make you alert and I want this person to wake up.
Blessings. Today was in one word eye opening. So, as I told you all before if you ask the Gods for something be specific. Well, I am getting to run an office as an assistant, but I cannot use the title if I go for a job outside the company.
Why may you ask? Well, if I did not get the title in writing from human resources then if the new job does a background check it would look like I was lying. Great. So, there is that.
I was also informed that they cannot fully staff the site because a couple of people fell ill.
Tonight, I am requesting clarity and guidance on how to proceed forward. I will petition a messenger on my behalf. I need magical guidance.
Blessings, please forgive the lateness in my posting. Today was very eventful. First waking up and doing my gratitude’s. Then relaxed the morning away. I went to my mother’s since she made an herbal drink that I love, and she made a gallon of it. So, I am set for a couple of months.
I went to print out some financial papers for my job, so I stopped by my job and when I tell you I truly miss these people it is not a lie. They became a part of my family so easily that It’s weird that I never really noticed when it happened.
It’s like having sisters, brothers’ cousins all wrapped up in one place. All looking out for one another and pushing them to do more and be more. There are hidden crystals all over the office. Humidifier with herbal scents going, all in the hopes of promoting peace and grounding in this hectic time.
Blessing, I woke up feeling better. My back was not on fire, and I was able to walk my dog and get so fresh air.
One of the five bonsai is blooming lovely. Watering them with moon water. I want them to get the nourishment of the moon. At this moment I am feeling very grounded in my surrounding. My mind keeps going to the grass in front of my cousin’s house when it was just cut. At that time, I ran bare foot all over the place and I loved the feel of the cool soil and the cut grass after it had been watered. Funny I cannot take it when it’s not watered the smell is so over whelming.
today I finished an assignment that should have been done last week. Will finish another one today. I did a quick check in with the staff since I am off for the rest of the week, and it has finally sunk in that I am being groomed to have a higher position.
I have put out to the universe I wanted to be in everyone mind or radar for a promotion and the universe is hearing what I truly want. Monday I will have items in place to protect me. I will show you this weekend.
Blessings, I had to get up take a deep breath and pray. This is my first day of being in charge of a group of people. Am I doubting my capability to lead? no. It’s just nerves. II was informed that the hire up is going to pop in and see how the site is going and I feel nervous beyond words. I have faith that the gods are looking over me.
The day was pure stress. I thought I would have been there earlier than everyone so I can find my center. Not possible. I hit the ground running. I had my phone and computer running nonstop. I had to deal with someone who wanted to go through things so quickly that they could not remember what I showed them in the beginning.
Nevertheless, I made it through the day, tired, stressed and a little achy. Need my back realigned. All this and I regret nothing. Looking forward to the challenge.
I almost forgotten I pulled three cards out for the day.
The wheel of fortune
The three of wands
Knight of wands in reverse
What I take on my reading is what I have can be taken. Look and observe before speaking or doing. Finally, once the wheel is set in motion it will not stop so I will go through challenges. So, I better get ready.
Blessings. This morning after my morning gratitude, I burned some protective incense. That was the best thing I could have done.
I went to my new position and when I tell you I was being asked to do my old job by someone who knows I want to excel. I knew I was being protected when two people came to my rescue to squash her request.
Gratitude and offerings are the best to give to the earth mother and green man. One out of the five bonsai I planted has sprouted and is growing tall. When you show you care about something more than yourself? You will be blessed. But you have to really mean what you say and do.
I always wanted a garden but living in the city it is hard but not impossible. It keeps me close to the source and at peace.
Day Two of Earth Magick. Woke up and said my good mornings to the Gods, Ancestors, Gaurdians and Spirits. Took my dog for her morning walk and listened to the peace of the earth.
Let’s keep in mind that the earth is really not that peaceful naturally. The Winds blowing, leaves rustling, water rolling in and out from the shore. But if you silence yourself, you can find that peace.
If you have not guessed yet that I live in the city. Is it by choice no.? But do I regret growing up here no. This is where I discovered who I am and what I will do in life.
Today let’s talk about breath. True breath. The one you exhale and inhale when you’re about to go in deep meditation or face a challenge.
These two different true breaths as I call it helps stimulate your inner strength. You know when you are in true breath in meditation when all seems to disappear, and scent comes to you. At least it does for me. I smell wet grass at times and other times I smell seaweed. Odd right.
Now when I am about to face a challenge that breath is different. That breath is midway in your lungs, and it feels like warmth almost laten power. This breath pushes you to move forward.
For the next few weeks, I will be working in a new position that will need me to delve into what it means to be who I am. I will be putting up safeguards of earth charged items to protect me from those who would wish me to fail.
I will be using true breath to face this challenge. Grounded by the earth and I will take what is needed to succeed.
I will be writing this in journal form. This is my account of this year and my journey.