Blessing to you all. I do not know where everyone lives but where I am located it is a heat wave. I’m not liking the heat at this moment. Remember I am an earth sign. I tend to absorb the heat, the cold, and moisture. Let’s not talk about the wind. Being pushed around buy and invisible force is not fun.
Let’s catch up shall we. As they say all good intentions tend to die at the waist side when unforeseen elements are introduced.
Lets start at the last full moon on 7/13/2022. Blood moon that caused so much havoc on my emotions that I literally had an emotional break down. It started off with a twinge of annoyance. I pushed it aside dismissing it as being fatigue. The next time it turned into rage. That took a longer time to calm down from.
I know what I wrote previously is vague so let me elaborate. on the 11th I over heard someone that is supposed to be my boss talk about me to another. It was not nice. It was to show she had me under control. Then the next day 12th. I was approached and question as if I was doing something wrong by my bosses assistant. Why you may ask? Well I accepted to help another group of coworkers because they were down staff. She was annoyed because she was not asked first.
On the 13th I had finally had enough. There was no amount of meditation that would have calmed me. I vented all my frustration out to a friend (who happened to be a higher up) and was told to calm down. There are things in the works for me.
So essentially I still have to pay dues before I can see the rewards. I was so enraged by the gall that my two managers that I wanted to quit on the spot. I am pretty sure people have talked about me before. But to hear it is another story. It took me a week before I could calm my self and see these two women for who they really are. Incompetent’s!
(They have no structure on how to run a staff. Their communication with each other is non existent unless it’s about shopping or vacation. How do you not know when a person is out on vacation? Schedules are always a mess and the bipolar personality with the both of them is real.)
All of this happened at the time of the blood moon. As an earth sign you would think I would not be affected. But as I expressed on the top of this blog. We are affected by all the elements. What is seen and what is unseen.
I hope you all stay cool and have everything that is meant for you. Blessings
Let me tell you there has been a lot of events happening on this journey. I am truly sorry that I have not been able to document as it happens.
Let me start with. I have been having unconsciously picking up on conversations that have yet to happen. For example. I could be talking to you and I bring up that it is a shame that we do not see more green vegetables being grown in the lush out skirts of Ireland. Then not even a day or two later I would hear on the news or a passing conversation that something has occurred in Ireland about the vegetation which is caused by the soil.
I will leave that train of thought alone.
Then I would hear my name being called and no one is there. It is not my imagination and it is clearly!
I have been in meditative trance writing and what I write have been occurring with in the day or two.
I know there is a change coming over me and honestly I am allowing it to guide me to where I need to be.
Blessings to you all. How have you been fairing in these trying times?
As for me, it has been nonstop with extended relative drama that is trying it’s best to fall into my life. Do I accept this no, and have I eliminated the thoughts of them in my life? Yes. Have toxic slug cling to you while drain the light/energy from you.
Since I have been on my earth journey. I will say that some surprising events have occurred. The transfer to a new facility has been challenging but has opened my eyes as to what the administrative side of the world has to deal with.
This position is stress filled and cutthroat. I am not saying that other positions are not the same. It is just I have never been a part of it since I am the one who is usually in the back physically taking care of the people.
I have to admit that I haven’t been able to meditate the way I used to, but I try my best to get somewhere peaceful before I start my day.
I received three compliments today. One from a stranger. An older woman who appreciated that I did not rush her through the registration process and took time to explain things to her. the second is a coworker who out of nowhere told me I am a genuinely kind person. That I show no pretense. Finally, my boss told me that she is impressed on how I am handling a project they assigned me with very little help.
All of this boost my inner being. I honestly feel depleted at the end of the day, but I needed to hear those things,
I am in the process of creating a business that will keep you calm during a difficult time. It came to me, and I know it is part of my calling.
You ever woke up from a dream and just laid there feeling like the day is going to reveal something you really do not want to know?
Well, that is this day. I was told about a situation that I have to be involve in as the checker. I wonder if I cast a spell will the person in question open their eyes and see what they are doing is not only affecting them but everyone else. I will really need to think on what I would need to do this.
One very good and eye-opening element is pepper. The smell tends to make you alert and I want this person to wake up.
Day Two of Earth Magick. Woke up and said my good mornings to the Gods, Ancestors, Gaurdians and Spirits. Took my dog for her morning walk and listened to the peace of the earth.
Let’s keep in mind that the earth is really not that peaceful naturally. The Winds blowing, leaves rustling, water rolling in and out from the shore. But if you silence yourself, you can find that peace.
If you have not guessed yet that I live in the city. Is it by choice no.? But do I regret growing up here no. This is where I discovered who I am and what I will do in life.
Today let’s talk about breath. True breath. The one you exhale and inhale when you’re about to go in deep meditation or face a challenge.
These two different true breaths as I call it helps stimulate your inner strength. You know when you are in true breath in meditation when all seems to disappear, and scent comes to you. At least it does for me. I smell wet grass at times and other times I smell seaweed. Odd right.
Now when I am about to face a challenge that breath is different. That breath is midway in your lungs, and it feels like warmth almost laten power. This breath pushes you to move forward.
For the next few weeks, I will be working in a new position that will need me to delve into what it means to be who I am. I will be putting up safeguards of earth charged items to protect me from those who would wish me to fail.
I will be using true breath to face this challenge. Grounded by the earth and I will take what is needed to succeed.
I will be writing this in journal form. This is my account of this year and my journey.
Welcome and many blessings to my journey of 365 days of Earth Magick. At the stroke of Midnight, I will be saying my gratitude towards the Greenman and Mother Earth. I have started by planting some Bonsai trees that I will chant upon and meditate with as it grows.
I have planted 5 different Bonsai trees for a reason which I will reveal to you tomorrow. As I look back on the past year, I’ve come to realize that I have held on to people who no longer wanted to be in my circle, of places that really nurtured growth mentally, but I must let it go to continue my growing.
This year is going to be more illuminating than ever. I promised to post every day and I will. Blesses be.
Blessings to all of you. I know we are all going through this pandemic in some shape or form. I want you to know that we are all connected and I am sending you all healing energy.
I wanted to also let you know that starting the new year I will be starting My 365 day Magical Journey of Earth Magick. I will blog every day what I am doing to raise my vibration to cast and the reason behind the casting. Whether its for my self or for someone else.
As I take you with me on tapping into my core source of energy, I will offer a reading if I am called to do so. It could be Tarot or Candle. If I am contacted to send out a message I will do so as well.
Blessing to all of you. Welcome to another cauldron speaks.
Today I wanted to tell you about energy fields and spirit protection. We all know that we are energetic beings and that the field around us is charged by what is around us. This is what affects the mood are in. If your low in energy, you tend to project that energy outward.
Now this incident happened recently and I want to tell you as it occurs so I do not forget any details. Last Friday I was not feeling a hundred percent. At best I was at sixty five. Mood was definatly down. I was sent to cover another office and when I say I was not feeling it. I was not feeling it.
I walked into an office that was not only understaffed but the staff that was there was from different departments as well. The energy of the place was that of lack. It felt like a desperation for positivity. you almost feel as if you are being drained.
Now I rallied my self not to put off a negative vibe on the clients. But once I was out of their prencese I felt as if I wanted to go to sleep.
I sat back at the desk I was at and the manager and front desk personnel both came behind me and the lights went out. the moment they both moved away from me the lights turned back on. Now your thinking it motion censored lights. Yes but there were three other people inside the office moving so logically the lights should not have gone out.
Well the front desk staff went back to her desk and the manager stepped away for a few minutes then returned with a comment of “who brought juju in here?” as a joke.
One of the ladies said “you and the other person came in and the lights went off so you tell me.’
They all played it off but I said no comment because I knew that spirit was using what little energy I had to move them away from me.
It took till noon before I was able to get up to eight five percent energy up. I apologized to them that I was not my cheerful self but I still knew I did not belong there.
I felt the weight of deception, desperation, uncertainty, and selfishness emanating from them all. Spirit protection is real and they will need an energy source if they feel that they have to make there presence known.
Has anyone else experience spirit protection? How was your experience? Please comment and let me know below.
Today I want to discuss how we can find peace when a energy vampire or energy leech is sitting so close to you that you feel ill.
Now starting this I have to give you an instance where I have dealt with this issue. I work with all lot of people always around me. I normally find space where I can breath and think. connect with spirit and ground myself. Well how can I do this when Not even three feet away is a person who is sucking the very light out of me.
Mind you he does not know he is doing this. He is completely oblivious to is dastardly deed. Never the less he is making me ill. The first day sitting next to him I felt uneasy. People told me its because I am coming out of the pandemic and gotten used to my space. So I went along with it.
As the days started to go on I noticed I started to feel unenthusiastic. Annoyed that I could not have more room to move or to have privacy.(He would literally look over my shoulder to see what I am doing. Or go over my work and change it to show he was on top of things).
I took it as just adjusting to a new role. But my husband seen the difference in me. I was exhausted. I could not keep my eyes open and I could not even concentrate on my classes. I spoke to my manager and she managed to shift our times around and I swear I can feel the difference. I go to other facilities and work with allot of people and never had that reaction so fast. So I make it a priority to meditate and put my barrier up. If I feel a little too tired or annoyed I step away and find a space for five minutes to meditate and let go.
Also I drink water with added electrolytes.
We have to find peace where we can. If you have a goal and if there is an obstacle put in your way, think why? Is there going to be another person in your life that will be the same as this one? Are you being prepared to handle such a person?
Blessings to you all. Sorry that I have not been vigilant on this blog. I hope to change this around with interesting content.
I want to start this off by writing about an incident that just happened to me moments ago. I need to give you a little back story. For the last two years I have not been working from my office. I have been working at home. So I meditate, burn incense, write in my journal and I spray cologne. I felt at peace.
I applied for a new position and now I am back at the office in a different building. Now I have to tell you that I am surrounded by people who are into holistic medicine. Into reiki etc.. So I felt right at home. (there is a person there who is a mental energy vampire and does not even realize it).
I was asked to go to my old job to help out. I of course said yes. The negative vibe that hit me immediately was palatable. I sat there for years drenched in it and managed to survive. My guardians spirits are strong and very vigilant.
I walked into my old office and felt something crawl against my skin. I walked right out.
The moral of this story is if your spirits, gods, goddess have put you on a different path. Keep on it. There is a reason you should not go back. Honestly I have been trying my best to avoid the place but I need the extra income.
I hope you like this first of many stories of confirmation that the spirits are there to guide us. We need to listen.
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