So here is some brew for you today. So have a seat and kick back. I have been working at a position for over a year now and when I first started I was so excited about it. I was getting a promotion I thought in my mind.
Here is how, what was said and how my hopes had created a reality that was not real.
I read the position listing as an administrative position. Come to find out it was a lateral move. Not up from where I was at which is administrative or down. Which is fired. Just lateral. After working it for two weeks and I was really into it. I questioned my title. they said did you not realize your still the same title?
My heart did hurt but I sucked it up and thought I am going to be the best at it. Slowly but surly my coworker started to get a little disgruntled and I started taking it upon my self to cheer her up.
Little did I know she felt I talked to much. Instead of telling she let the comment slip during a candidate hire interview. I thought what am I doing. The next day I said but five words to her. She asked if I was sick.
I thought, yes. I don’t belong here. I am not your mother to make you happy and keep you from complaining all day. So I focused on what it is I truly wanted. So I am going to have my you tube page and Instagram page on things I post here. Creating oils, soaps, reading cards, reading candles. Sigils, etc. I also have other things going for me that I can not reveal as yet.
On the following Monday I had a focus and new out look on my life. I will take you on my journey. I can not show my face yet but that too will change in time. When Thursday came around I need to protect myself from negative energy. So I cast a protection spell around my cubicle.
The next day out of no where my coworker felt agitated and mad. My other one who sat next to me was feeling a bit out of sorts. I felt happy. No I am not siphoning happiness. I think her ill feelings latched on to the other person and not me. Oh well.
That is it for me today. Wishing you all sweet blessing and star if you like the content.
With all the up roar that is going on, I know that all my empathic sister’s and brother’s are going through it.
Just hearing about a child dying and it took two hours before the child died from the wound. Made me well up in tears. I wish no one had to die but that is ridiculous to say. We would be over populated.
There are a couple of things I want to talk about. First noticing how there is a shift in the metaphysical atmosphere. What do I mean?
For example, last year I was very on the fence on keeping my witchy favorite people I watch on You Tube on my page. Only because I have not come out to the world. Yet I could not help to be drawn to the community. So I deleted them off my page.
I set up a whole new page and I went to search them out and they had deleted their page. Right around the same time I deleted mine. Coincidence? No, I don’t believe so. I feel that we become in tune to universal vibrations that we are doing things subconsciously because someone else is doing the same exact things. In other words you become in line with them and do not realize it.
Of course my mouth fell open. Now I set up a enchantress coco page and I want to see people I used follow. They will be back on soon. Coincidence? Not. I’ve also found new people and I just thought to my self,” Where were they a few years ago, and why didn’t I find them before?”
The second thing is being asked questions while your half awake and half asleep. I get talked to a lot when I am in this in between state. Last night I was asked what kind of witch are you?
I said white witch. I believe in crystal healing, white light healing. But I am learning more about the craft every day. Then I woke up.
I want to clear something up. For me saying I am a witch in my dreams is monumental. I get dreams that are definitely messages. But I never was asked that question before and I never declared it. Ever since I announced that I am following the Goddess Brigit allot has been opening up for me.
I know I will be able to fully come out soon. Not that I have too. Witches stayed in hiding for centuries. Only other witches notice and feel who you were. I will see where I am being lead to. What journey is in store for me.
I wanted to post this last week but I have been busy with my at home business. I asked for her blessing to help me with it. To give me courage to follow through. It seemed like I was not being heard, but I was not discouraged. I lit a green candle and I had a dream of teeth falling out and me being enraged at my husband over something that made no sense.
I came to the conclusion that I was probably upset that my hubby is trying to take over everything. But when you lose teeth that is when you get money. Believe me I made some money and I was shocked at how fast.
Two nights later I dreamt of a five dollar bill being given to me. The product I sell is 4 dollars. Well the lady bought the product gave me five dollars I was look for the change and she told me to keep it. Wow
Never doubt that the God/Goddess are listening to you.
Today I want to tell you the effects of being around negativity, from my own experience.
Everyday I go to work and I dread it. I never use to feel this way. At one point I did like working where I work at and the people I work with. Things slowly started to change and My mood and thought patterns began to alter.
After working with these new people and new environment (Because our office expanded). I changed. I was vibrant and happy. The parents of the children even liked coming to see me and talk to me. The kids had a kick about of the way I dressed. I even had people wanting me to do their makeup.
Things started to change. Everyday there was something negative to hear. You had to always look over your shoulder because you wondering who is the one going to try to set you up to get you in trouble. Having doctors come at you for mistakes that other people made and you as an adult don’t want to do the blame game.
So I stopped being so happy. I stopped wearing my makeup. I stopped wearing different colors and styles in my hair. I stopped everything and lost me.
I am home for a week and I am going through a psychical and mental detox. On the first day I fell asleep as if I did not sleep for years. I got up with a smile on my face and my creative juices are flowing. My chakra’s are starting to get back in alignment because I don’t feel the weight of negativity weighing me down.
I am more determined now to get my business going. I know their are a lot of people out there doing what I do but my drive is back.
Negativity can and will attack you and break you down. It’s sad that I had to detoxify myself. But it has brought me back and I am ready to fight back. I had enough of being choke with the crap everyday. I know who I am and they will certainly see it come this Monday.
Is negativity around you? How are you getting yourself out of it? Remember we are children of the God and Goddess and we are here for a purpose.
I wanted to talk about fear of accepting the gifts the god/goddess has bestowed on you. Isn’t it amazing when you ask for help, or cast a spell to get what you want and once it is here you totally have a brain fart about it.
You wanted it, everything in you needed this to happen and now you have it. What’s the next step?
I can only speak for myself about this because honestly I am still going through it. I always wanted my own business. The signs have been pushing me towards having my own business. I tend to sell things with out really working up a sweat to convince anyone to buy it. This is a blessing that I have been given.
Everyday I push through my fear that I will fail at this. I read my tarot’s and it always said’s this is my time and to be confident. So I lift my self up and do what I have to do.
My business is being runned at home and it is slowing getting clientel. Nothing that comes fast stay’s long. So I’m the turtle in this race that other’s are already out there selling.
I tend to feel like I am so late in the game, But as I said I keep pushing forward. I do fear my blessings at times but I figure I would not have been given this if it was not meant for me to do.
So I take advice from people with a grain of salt. Because if you have never done what I am doing, how would you really know what I am going through? What I do take seriously is the criticisms of my products. I will never make everybody happy but I will try to make the majority happy.
I can not tell you not to fear. That would be asinine of me to say that. What I will say is push through the fear, because you where the one who wanted this in the first place.
I wanted to speak on keeping peace with in yourself. Today I had to calm myself due to someone stealing an idea of mine. I could feel my self tremble and I almost burst into tears because I could not burst verbally, since I was at work.
I had to step away from the person and work to vent to my sister and hubby. Then I went into a room and meditated. Believe it or not, I feel 10x’s better than I did before. After meditating I reminded myself what is most important to me. Faith,Family, and Fortune.
I dedicated myself to learning more and being closer to my goddess. I felt I had to tell you that because may be confused when I say faith. Allot of you may not like that I say fortune but let me inform you what fortune is to me. To own my own home, to work for myself so I can be with my family and most of all not to worry about money to pay my bills. When I don’t have enough I feel like Bart being strangled by homer Simpson’s.
I know it is not easy to find peace and there are times I feel like I am purposely being pushed to explode, and I am sure all of you have felt that way from time to time. My advice commune with your deity and deep inside you will know the answer.
I got this topic off another site and I answered it on that site. I gave a short answer though. Do witches help mere mortals. First are we not mortals. Secondly we do help. There are times we are helping and you don’t realise that we are doing anything.
As for doing spell work, we do it to help you. Of course there is a fee. Not every person who calls themselves a witch is a witch mind you. The term is thrown around so frequently that you really have to sift through the real from the fake. Just like looking for an MD.
Now the dilemma is this. We help you and you turn around and do something to sabotage the work. Then you say that person is a fraud. We are helping you. The strength of the spell does depend on the practitioner and the client.
The God/Goddess know when to intervene. They always have and they always will.
So do they help. Yes! Will it work depends.
Hope this helps. Please comment if you have a different view or same that you can add to this.