So it’s been awhile since I have written about dreams. But this particular one I need to share because all of it can true within the seven day period.
I dreamt that my coworker and I went out to eat. on her plate was a three inch dog on her plate shivering. I asked her if she was going to eat the dog and why would she order that? Then it shift to me being on a table having a procedure. It was being done very barbarically. I was trying not to have a child and the person used a twisted hanger. then it shifted to me being on a bus. A young woman comes on the bus breaks a pipe that lead to the air conditioning and pulled out a fish surrounded by a bubble of water.
When I went to work I told my coworker her part of the dream she laughed and said that her friend was made to get rid of her dog by housing. The dog was named after her. Today I just found out that my friend is having twins. So that’s the shriving dog and fish in the bubble. Not even five minutes ago, it is now 1:45pm, my friend asked is it normal for the emergency room to send a child home after they tell the mother the lungs is under develop? The child is also a preemie. I told her no, preemie’s especially. They have to be sent to the NICU and given oxygen. Also observed.
Well the baby passed away. That is the third part of my dream.
So here is my question, how long does it take for your dreams to present themselves, if at all? Just curious.
There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.
I wanted to post this last week but I have been busy with my at home business. I asked for her blessing to help me with it. To give me courage to follow through. It seemed like I was not being heard, but I was not discouraged. I lit a green candle and I had a dream of teeth falling out and me being enraged at my husband over something that made no sense.
I came to the conclusion that I was probably upset that my hubby is trying to take over everything. But when you lose teeth that is when you get money. Believe me I made some money and I was shocked at how fast.
Two nights later I dreamt of a five dollar bill being given to me. The product I sell is 4 dollars. Well the lady bought the product gave me five dollars I was look for the change and she told me to keep it. Wow
Never doubt that the God/Goddess are listening to you.
Today I want to tell you the effects of being around negativity, from my own experience.
Everyday I go to work and I dread it. I never use to feel this way. At one point I did like working where I work at and the people I work with. Things slowly started to change and My mood and thought patterns began to alter.
After working with these new people and new environment (Because our office expanded). I changed. I was vibrant and happy. The parents of the children even liked coming to see me and talk to me. The kids had a kick about of the way I dressed. I even had people wanting me to do their makeup.
Things started to change. Everyday there was something negative to hear. You had to always look over your shoulder because you wondering who is the one going to try to set you up to get you in trouble. Having doctors come at you for mistakes that other people made and you as an adult don’t want to do the blame game.
So I stopped being so happy. I stopped wearing my makeup. I stopped wearing different colors and styles in my hair. I stopped everything and lost me.
I am home for a week and I am going through a psychical and mental detox. On the first day I fell asleep as if I did not sleep for years. I got up with a smile on my face and my creative juices are flowing. My chakra’s are starting to get back in alignment because I don’t feel the weight of negativity weighing me down.
I am more determined now to get my business going. I know their are a lot of people out there doing what I do but my drive is back.
Negativity can and will attack you and break you down. It’s sad that I had to detoxify myself. But it has brought me back and I am ready to fight back. I had enough of being choke with the crap everyday. I know who I am and they will certainly see it come this Monday.
Is negativity around you? How are you getting yourself out of it? Remember we are children of the God and Goddess and we are here for a purpose.
My topic for this blog is new deity, old deity, or no deity. I listened to a woman say that worshiping an old deity makes no sence. Since those deity’s were good for that time, yet she continued to say that we should have a deity. A modern day deity. A being who knows the plight and struggles we are going through. Or maybe we should not worship any deity at all because then we are not pigeon held into worshipping a particular deity.
I believe that deity changes with society and the situation that we are facing today. You may change a name but it still a being that helps us along the way to our life’s path.
We as people of magik need a deity, I feel. You may not believe in what I say but it does help us focus and elevate us from what the present situation is.
I try my best to commune with my deity every day. I do get messages and I try to catch them all. Sometimes spirit speaks to me when I am in the state in between sleep and being awake. It is always a deep voice I hear.
So what I am saying is that we all should have a deity whether it is new or old.
I wanted to speak on keeping peace with in yourself. Today I had to calm myself due to someone stealing an idea of mine. I could feel my self tremble and I almost burst into tears because I could not burst verbally, since I was at work.
I had to step away from the person and work to vent to my sister and hubby. Then I went into a room and meditated. Believe it or not, I feel 10x’s better than I did before. After meditating I reminded myself what is most important to me. Faith,Family, and Fortune.
I dedicated myself to learning more and being closer to my goddess. I felt I had to tell you that because may be confused when I say faith. Allot of you may not like that I say fortune but let me inform you what fortune is to me. To own my own home, to work for myself so I can be with my family and most of all not to worry about money to pay my bills. When I don’t have enough I feel like Bart being strangled by homer Simpson’s.
I know it is not easy to find peace and there are times I feel like I am purposely being pushed to explode, and I am sure all of you have felt that way from time to time. My advice commune with your deity and deep inside you will know the answer.