Since the last time I had written to you all. I have had so many events that has happened to my family, that I am amazed I have not broke down. That being said I have only faith that the God and Goddess has a plan for me.
First my guide has finally made herself known to me.
Second I have been guided to practice hoodoo. Which I did not realize that I have been doing my spells in the fashion of hoodoo anyway.
I had put into practice hoodoo when my oldest child ended up in the hospital for an illness that is unusual for some to get at his age, as per several doctors. I had to bless him from head to toe with holy water. Then I passed a white candle over his body from his crown to his feet. Asking for what ever illness to attached itself to the candle.
Later that night I asked the ancestors to remove the illness that I believe someone had cast on my son and to bring back the light. Then I burned the candle.
The next day my son was starting to get better. The doctors were surprised. I thanked the God and Goddess for their blessing but I also thanked my ancestors for intervening on my behalf.
Now this has not stopped the attack or weight I feel that is placed in my household. I consulted with my guide and I have to do a thorough house cleaning and blessing. Also a cleansing of my spirit and all that resides in my house.
My next post I will have what I have done to cleans and bless my home and family.
So today’s topic is how strong is paternal vibration or awareness? Yes I said paternal.
I believe they are just as tuned in to their children as mother’s once that bond is established.
For example my hubby was talking to his friend about car crashes, for some reason he felt he needed to tell our 24 year old son to be careful on the road.
The next day a my hubby was feeling anxious and could not figure out why. So this 71 year old woman looking the opposite way turned right and crashed her car into his my son’s car. He’s alright but they had to cut her out of her car.
I have no real topic to focus on today. I should wait to write when I am in a better frame of mind. But I thought that I wanted to give an opinion on a reaction I received that was not right.
A coworker made a mistake and put something in the trash that was not supposed to be there. I seen it and I took it out and told her what she had done. She immediately denied she did that and that I must be crazy. REALLY?
I just saved your ass and I must be crazy. Now Like I said I am not in a good frame of mind and it pissed me off. I walked away with out saying another word. Now if I would tell this to my husband he would have said “There you go to the rescue again. You should have left it and made her learn a lesson.”
I feel that if your working there is no reason why we can not have a good time while we stay on top of things to make sure things go well. and if we are supposed to be a team, if I find something that will keep you out of trouble you should be thankful and not defensive.
Another thing I hate phony people or people who obviously are shady. I understand putting your game face on when you have to but when you turn it on and act as if you have no common sense. That irks me beyond belief.
I lit a blue candle last night to ask for some peace and solitude today, because I was not feeling right. The full moon is not on my side this time and I just feel heavy, weighed down by life. Normally I have a wall around me to block out other’s vibes. But when I feel ill it is very hard to keep it up.
I know this will pass but I need to vent a little. So it can be set free off me.
With all the up roar that is going on, I know that all my empathic sister’s and brother’s are going through it.
Just hearing about a child dying and it took two hours before the child died from the wound. Made me well up in tears. I wish no one had to die but that is ridiculous to say. We would be over populated.
There are a couple of things I want to talk about. First noticing how there is a shift in the metaphysical atmosphere. What do I mean?
For example, last year I was very on the fence on keeping my witchy favorite people I watch on You Tube on my page. Only because I have not come out to the world. Yet I could not help to be drawn to the community. So I deleted them off my page.
I set up a whole new page and I went to search them out and they had deleted their page. Right around the same time I deleted mine. Coincidence? No, I don’t believe so. I feel that we become in tune to universal vibrations that we are doing things subconsciously because someone else is doing the same exact things. In other words you become in line with them and do not realize it.
Of course my mouth fell open. Now I set up a enchantress coco page and I want to see people I used follow. They will be back on soon. Coincidence? Not. I’ve also found new people and I just thought to my self,” Where were they a few years ago, and why didn’t I find them before?”
The second thing is being asked questions while your half awake and half asleep. I get talked to a lot when I am in this in between state. Last night I was asked what kind of witch are you?
I said white witch. I believe in crystal healing, white light healing. But I am learning more about the craft every day. Then I woke up.
I want to clear something up. For me saying I am a witch in my dreams is monumental. I get dreams that are definitely messages. But I never was asked that question before and I never declared it. Ever since I announced that I am following the Goddess Brigit allot has been opening up for me.
I know I will be able to fully come out soon. Not that I have too. Witches stayed in hiding for centuries. Only other witches notice and feel who you were. I will see where I am being lead to. What journey is in store for me.
I normally do not write until Tuesday, but this situation keeps popping up in my life. I hate acting against what I feel. I have to pretend I am okay with a person even though I am not okay with that person.
This kind of internalizing causes ulcer’s and yet I can not say what I want to say. Not only ulcer’s but it puts dark spots on your aura. Why because it is towards one of the bosses I work with. Here is the crazy bit. I respect how intelligent she is. She catches things other doctor’s would not even think about.
Yet she is so unpredictable when it comes to her moods that I want to strangle her. At times she makes me feel as if I am not doing my job. I have been working at this facility for over ten year’s. I know the in’s and out’s. I do come across, know it all’s, but who doesn’t.
Everyone has things they can learn. I just don’t like acting happy to see you, when I feel totally opposite.
I asked the goddess please let this pass and it has. I have to surround myself with my positivity to continue working here. My tarot cards told me to keep my eye’s open and I see and hear allot.
Which brings me to the fact that I must focus on my own priorities. Why be given gifts and not use them.
There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
I will start off by saying that the year started off with a blessing in it self. Normally I just stay up with family and wait till the ball dropped. Dressed in Pj’s and just hope my new year is better than it was before.
Well I got dressed, put makeup on and did my hair. As I was doing this I noticed that I really lost my self this year. I was in a rut in my life style. I will always be kind but i was becoming a door mat. I lost my opinion, my opinion. I was asking for advise from friends that I really did not want to follow.
I am not like everyone else. I don’t want to follow the crowd. I have done that for so many years, too many years.
So if you have been following I have started out my own tradition. I burned the blue candle first, then I have burned purple for more psychic clarity and closeness to the goddess and now I am burning my white candle that illumination, clearness, purity etc…
I brought this up because I had a dream of an old woman who said I must no longer follow her. She had a child with her and she said I must follow her. The dream faded and I never gotten her name.
Last night I, rather later that morning I dreamt I was in a forest and I was watching this man run around trying to get away from some body. These vines caught him and this lizard thing said it was a shame we had to get rid of him. I said “Oh Danu” like several times.
Then I woke up. Danu is a goddess and I took the dream as she was trying to communicate with me and she was the young girl.
This year is going to open me up and I am ready for this task.
I just wanted to share this with you all hoping that I am making you recall your first New Year message that you may have brushed off. Remember and listen.
Sweet blessings to you all
P.S. First spell of the New Year will be a binding spell