It’s been a while since I have conversed with you all. I am sorry about that. My father had passed away and we had the memorial service a couple of weeks ago.
My topic is the “How sacred is the wishes of the deceased?”
My father was born in the islands and he moved here in his thirties with my mother. As he had gotten older he would always say that he did not want to be put in the ground. So my sister and I agreed upon cremation. But during this time my mother kept twisting things around to what she felt was best. (My mother and father have been divorced for years)
My father was not a religious man like the way my mother is now. He believed in god that I do know, but I had found things that stirs me to think that he believed in other things as well. Like in the magical sense. So it does not surprise me that my sister and I have followed a different path.
I believe full heartedly that we had followed his wishes and at the same time we did allow my mother to do her church thing later. I of course left and my sister did as well.
I believe that what a person wishes to be done with their body after death is sacred and should be followed even if it’s against another person faith.
With all the up roar that is going on, I know that all my empathic sister’s and brother’s are going through it.
Just hearing about a child dying and it took two hours before the child died from the wound. Made me well up in tears. I wish no one had to die but that is ridiculous to say. We would be over populated.
There are a couple of things I want to talk about. First noticing how there is a shift in the metaphysical atmosphere. What do I mean?
For example, last year I was very on the fence on keeping my witchy favorite people I watch on You Tube on my page. Only because I have not come out to the world. Yet I could not help to be drawn to the community. So I deleted them off my page.
I set up a whole new page and I went to search them out and they had deleted their page. Right around the same time I deleted mine. Coincidence? No, I don’t believe so. I feel that we become in tune to universal vibrations that we are doing things subconsciously because someone else is doing the same exact things. In other words you become in line with them and do not realize it.
Of course my mouth fell open. Now I set up a enchantress coco page and I want to see people I used follow. They will be back on soon. Coincidence? Not. I’ve also found new people and I just thought to my self,” Where were they a few years ago, and why didn’t I find them before?”
The second thing is being asked questions while your half awake and half asleep. I get talked to a lot when I am in this in between state. Last night I was asked what kind of witch are you?
I said white witch. I believe in crystal healing, white light healing. But I am learning more about the craft every day. Then I woke up.
I want to clear something up. For me saying I am a witch in my dreams is monumental. I get dreams that are definitely messages. But I never was asked that question before and I never declared it. Ever since I announced that I am following the Goddess Brigit allot has been opening up for me.
I know I will be able to fully come out soon. Not that I have too. Witches stayed in hiding for centuries. Only other witches notice and feel who you were. I will see where I am being lead to. What journey is in store for me.
I will start off by saying that the year started off with a blessing in it self. Normally I just stay up with family and wait till the ball dropped. Dressed in Pj’s and just hope my new year is better than it was before.
Well I got dressed, put makeup on and did my hair. As I was doing this I noticed that I really lost my self this year. I was in a rut in my life style. I will always be kind but i was becoming a door mat. I lost my opinion, my opinion. I was asking for advise from friends that I really did not want to follow.
I am not like everyone else. I don’t want to follow the crowd. I have done that for so many years, too many years.
So if you have been following I have started out my own tradition. I burned the blue candle first, then I have burned purple for more psychic clarity and closeness to the goddess and now I am burning my white candle that illumination, clearness, purity etc…
I brought this up because I had a dream of an old woman who said I must no longer follow her. She had a child with her and she said I must follow her. The dream faded and I never gotten her name.
Last night I, rather later that morning I dreamt I was in a forest and I was watching this man run around trying to get away from some body. These vines caught him and this lizard thing said it was a shame we had to get rid of him. I said “Oh Danu” like several times.
Then I woke up. Danu is a goddess and I took the dream as she was trying to communicate with me and she was the young girl.
This year is going to open me up and I am ready for this task.
I just wanted to share this with you all hoping that I am making you recall your first New Year message that you may have brushed off. Remember and listen.
Sweet blessings to you all
P.S. First spell of the New Year will be a binding spell
As you all can see I have posted my first public meditation. I decided it was a slow day at work I could lead a mediation and low and be holed I get interrupted. lol I tried to cut it out. So hopefully it did not disrupt the experience.
Today feels peaceful. I feel that this tradition I am starting is contributing to it. There is a few things that I have made mandatory with this.
The list is first and for most respecting the God/Goddess not only by meditation by holding myself to a standard that I know they would approve of. I was put her by the goddess and to demean my self in any way is a slap in the face.
Second, Control! Control my words because my words have power. Control my actions, for every action there is a negative or positive reaction.
Third Acquire gracefully all the blessing that is bestowed on to me and not be so questionable about it. (what do you want in return)
Forth, Be open to Spiritual guidance more. In all things.
Blessings to you all on this first day of Yule :11:01am
I have started my traditional 21 day candle burning for the holiday. The first color is blue. It is of trust and loyalty. It is a very soothing color to meditate on. Blue initiates a higher level of spiritual perspective.
On this 21 day of Yule symbolism is very important to represent the path. I am burning the blue three day candle, also Juniper incense is a great additive. You want to shed all the stress you can as you meditate to the god/goddess at this time.
Also this is the time of the year to do petition for positivity and blessings.
(This will be extend as the day goes on. I will give more information on what I am doing for the holiday and what is happening as I celebrate this time of the year)
Today has started off with a little rain, yet I feel as if it is a calm and peaceful day. Waking up I had the feeling of calling out of work but why should I?
I decided to meditated. I closed my eyes and took three deep breaths and slowly let them out.Then I opened my eyes and focused on the flame of the candle I had before me. I focused on the color, on the swelling and thinning of it. watched as it jumped and flicker. As I do this I feel as if all the negativity of the day will dissipate into the flame.
Once I come out of the meditative state I feel as if everything will be well.
Blessings to you all. I will be starting a meditation sound cloud in a few days. I will keep everyone posted.
Empathic memory default. Do you ever feel as if no matter where you are that you are always drawn to a certain feeling?
Well I have and it can be a real pain. Especially if that feeling causes you an overload.
For example I work with three woman. One that is very passive and does not put out any exciting or invading emotions. The second is very self-absorbed and emotionally guarded. The third very dominating and her presence tends to take up the entire space.
Now being an empath, I know that I am drawn to the dominating people but it causes me to be demur when I am totally opposite. I am dominating in a happy and fun way and she is black and white.
All the same, I tend to remember a time when I needed to be around that type of feeling because I gave me strength, not in a good way, now I don’t need or want it . I can’t seem to get away from it.
So what do I do? I limit the time I spend around her and I do breathing exercises to calm myself. That type of feeling not only consumes the room it can consume you.
Do you fall into a default? How do you work it out?