This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.
Well this is the first official day of my return to work after a week away from the madness. Something every unusual is happening to me. As I walked in I felt calm. now you are probably thinking that is just because of the week off. At first I thought the same too.
Well as I listen to my co-workers come in one by one. I normally feel like “Thank Goddess they are here” because I am so frazzled. Today I felt nothing. I mean it’s like being in a pool. You know when you in a pool your next to someone but there is always water in-between. (should have used a vat of gel, Thicker than water)
That’s how I feel. There is them with useless drama and damaging stress. Then there is me.
I feel my guardian spirit is actually with me today. I don’t feel as if I am alone at all. My third eye has been going crazy, my left ear keeps hurting and my right cheek feels tingle,cold.
I know I must keep everyone at arm’s length to keep in my physical and spiritual peace.
My message is that internal change affects external change. If your really calm when your normally wound up. There is a reason for it. Just follow it.
I wanted to speak on keeping peace with in yourself. Today I had to calm myself due to someone stealing an idea of mine. I could feel my self tremble and I almost burst into tears because I could not burst verbally, since I was at work.
I had to step away from the person and work to vent to my sister and hubby. Then I went into a room and meditated. Believe it or not, I feel 10x’s better than I did before. After meditating I reminded myself what is most important to me. Faith,Family, and Fortune.
I dedicated myself to learning more and being closer to my goddess. I felt I had to tell you that because may be confused when I say faith. Allot of you may not like that I say fortune but let me inform you what fortune is to me. To own my own home, to work for myself so I can be with my family and most of all not to worry about money to pay my bills. When I don’t have enough I feel like Bart being strangled by homer Simpson’s.
I know it is not easy to find peace and there are times I feel like I am purposely being pushed to explode, and I am sure all of you have felt that way from time to time. My advice commune with your deity and deep inside you will know the answer.
The candle is showing me a crow, mountains, and water. The crow is sending me a message that there is a hurdle coming and after I over come it I still have to cross water that looks flat bit underneath is rocky.
So since it is my personal candle I know exactly what It is telling me.
Sweet blessing to you all.