There are so many deity’s out there which one should you follow. Honestly I had to consult my crystal pendulum. I was having dreams and in my dreams have me call out names of goddess, hen I would wake up. I would feel confident about what I had seen or said.
I felt more confused than anything. What I did notice was that I would return to the goddess Bridgit. So Like I said I consulted with the crystal and my goddess to follow is Bridgit. That it.
My alter is already set to her. I have sea shell and feathers. But I need to purchase or find swan feathers. I have the color white surrounding her . I will be incorporating green for jade.
This year I have no doubt that my calling to the goddess Bridgit is solid. I know I will be tempted to devout myself to another. I will work with other deity by I am a follower of Bridgit.
I will start off by saying that the year started off with a blessing in it self. Normally I just stay up with family and wait till the ball dropped. Dressed in Pj’s and just hope my new year is better than it was before.
Well I got dressed, put makeup on and did my hair. As I was doing this I noticed that I really lost my self this year. I was in a rut in my life style. I will always be kind but i was becoming a door mat. I lost my opinion, my opinion. I was asking for advise from friends that I really did not want to follow.
I am not like everyone else. I don’t want to follow the crowd. I have done that for so many years, too many years.
So if you have been following I have started out my own tradition. I burned the blue candle first, then I have burned purple for more psychic clarity and closeness to the goddess and now I am burning my white candle that illumination, clearness, purity etc…
I brought this up because I had a dream of an old woman who said I must no longer follow her. She had a child with her and she said I must follow her. The dream faded and I never gotten her name.
Last night I, rather later that morning I dreamt I was in a forest and I was watching this man run around trying to get away from some body. These vines caught him and this lizard thing said it was a shame we had to get rid of him. I said “Oh Danu” like several times.
Then I woke up. Danu is a goddess and I took the dream as she was trying to communicate with me and she was the young girl.
This year is going to open me up and I am ready for this task.
I just wanted to share this with you all hoping that I am making you recall your first New Year message that you may have brushed off. Remember and listen.
Sweet blessings to you all
P.S. First spell of the New Year will be a binding spell
This morning I decided to do a tarot reading and I did not receive one positive card. I asked what is going to happen today?
Remember when you ask an open-ended question, the answer is not always about you. It could be what is going around you.
So I pulled deceit, financial issue, Storms coming, shadow. Spirit was informing me.
I went to work and I dealt with not having supplies and coworker running out because of her child is sick. Causing a strain at the job. I still have not been reimbursed money for buying a necessary medication for the office. I feel today will unveil a lot more. Not all is necessarily about me.
As you all can see I have posted my first public meditation. I decided it was a slow day at work I could lead a mediation and low and be holed I get interrupted. lol I tried to cut it out. So hopefully it did not disrupt the experience.
Today feels peaceful. I feel that this tradition I am starting is contributing to it. There is a few things that I have made mandatory with this.
The list is first and for most respecting the God/Goddess not only by meditation by holding myself to a standard that I know they would approve of. I was put her by the goddess and to demean my self in any way is a slap in the face.
Second, Control! Control my words because my words have power. Control my actions, for every action there is a negative or positive reaction.
Third Acquire gracefully all the blessing that is bestowed on to me and not be so questionable about it. (what do you want in return)
Forth, Be open to Spiritual guidance more. In all things.