Blessings to you all the light and the dark. I have come across a topic that is greatly disturbing to me. I was watching you tube and this woman said she gave up doing tarot and crystals because of fear that she may or may not have been cursed. Things started to happen around her.
Did you not think that you were touching and communicating with the spirit realm? It may not have not be a spirit board but it is still communicating. I have ran away from this life when I was young. But I was being pulled in every turn I made. Spirit would make curtains fly when all windows are closed. Touch my feet when I take a nap. Cold shiver on a hot day. Pressure on my third I when I am really focused.
What I am getting at in the end you can not run away if it is truly meant for you. If you are able to leave it and nothing happens were you really part of this world in the first place. Was there a doubt that you did not belong? There are times I am afraid but I will not turn my back on something that I am inheritantly gifted.
Please before you start your journey be sure of what you are getting into? Maybe it is not something that is meant for you when you are young to handle. Maybe you should wait until age and experience guides you back to the life.
This is a vent that I needed to get off my chest as I burn my spiritual incenses and right before I write in my manifestation journal.
Be blessed and sty grounded.