Today I want to tell you the effects of being around negativity, from my own experience.
Everyday I go to work and I dread it. I never use to feel this way. At one point I did like working where I work at and the people I work with. Things slowly started to change and My mood and thought patterns began to alter.
After working with these new people and new environment (Because our office expanded). I changed. I was vibrant and happy. The parents of the children even liked coming to see me and talk to me. The kids had a kick about of the way I dressed. I even had people wanting me to do their makeup.
Things started to change. Everyday there was something negative to hear. You had to always look over your shoulder because you wondering who is the one going to try to set you up to get you in trouble. Having doctors come at you for mistakes that other people made and you as an adult don’t want to do the blame game.
So I stopped being so happy. I stopped wearing my makeup. I stopped wearing different colors and styles in my hair. I stopped everything and lost me.
I am home for a week and I am going through a psychical and mental detox. On the first day I fell asleep as if I did not sleep for years. I got up with a smile on my face and my creative juices are flowing. My chakra’s are starting to get back in alignment because I don’t feel the weight of negativity weighing me down.
I am more determined now to get my business going. I know their are a lot of people out there doing what I do but my drive is back.
Negativity can and will attack you and break you down. It’s sad that I had to detoxify myself. But it has brought me back and I am ready to fight back. I had enough of being choke with the crap everyday. I know who I am and they will certainly see it come this Monday.
Is negativity around you? How are you getting yourself out of it? Remember we are children of the God and Goddess and we are here for a purpose.
Blessings and peace to you all.